The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I am changing! I feel more confident & not so much in fear. I used to be afraid of most things especially those things out of my control. I am more ready to face things head-on & take chances in my life. And trust is very important to me right now. My Alanon group is so special to me. I am really learning how to trust them. They are so supportive. Just last Weds. I shared about some things in my past that I was very nervous about but sharing lifted some of the load. I was a little apprehensive when I left the meeting. I guess what I am saying is that I hope the "trust" is always gonna be there! I hope you all will reach a point in your recovery that you can let go of certain things that are holding you back. My story isn't too much different from most of yours. Eventually I got sick & tired of being sick & tired! And boy was I tired & sometimes still am! Peace & Love! Kathleen
I can recall that day when I felt like I was changing too! Its like a total miracle. I cannot even recall what it was exactly but in a way it did not matter because what mattered was that I found I could actually change myself! It never dawned on me that I had that ability over myself! I was so happy and thrilled! thanks for that great reminder- we do have the ability to change! hugs, J.
