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Last night was the full moon. Usually, in the past, I'd be out driving in my 'trepid w/sunroof open, thinking....whatever... ! A little full moon sprite!
But last night, just too freaking cold to do that! So put on my long, long winter coat and went out on the trampoline and laid down to gaze at the Full Moon and had a great heart to heart talk with my Higher Power.
Talked about my progress, not my perfection. Talked about what was unfair, what might be fair. Admitted what things I simply cannot do! But I know my Higher Power can. Admitted I knew most/all? of my needs would be met from up above, but was still stumped about those needs down here on earth, after all, life is still lived out here on earth. Then tried to let it go, or let go some more
Will see how the days, weeks unfold from here. But I finally feel at a place where I can now camp out under the stars (like I have always wanted, but never did or allowed myself!) I guess the program has me relaxed and settled down enough now to actually carry through on doing good things for me!)
I do not know what I would do without the Full Moon and Mother Nature. Serenity sent by my Creator!
SO COOL !! A few months ago, my daughter called me to go outside and see the Northern Lights, it was so awesome!! It sure makes you see that HP is always giving us a new miracle, and there is always hope for all of us!
Serenity sent by my Creator! 