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I am sorry, but I cannot read any more posts and answer them right now. After reading jj's post below about being scared, I feel just helpless. I just want to ask anyone that reads this to please say prayers for her or do whatever your religion does to send positive healing thoughts to her. She has been a very dear friend to me here at Miracles in Progress and has helped me so much in my recovery journey. I know we have no control over these types of things in our lives but I do believe we do have the control to pray and pray for a miracle. Someone so young with young children does not need a death sentence in their life. Alot of us know that alcoholics/drug addicts are not very good at supporting anyone emotionally, especially their spouse. She needs us now.
Kerry needs our prayers now too. With the loss of her mother and all the energy she needed to care for her mom during her last dying days, she needs as many prayers as we can give too. She is also young with young kids.
I know that we need to focus on us. But, it doesn't take much time to focus on our dear friends here when they are in such pain. And when it has to do with one of us facing a battle for our life, we sure could use any support no matter how much or little we can give. Praying now....cdb
OHHH (((Cdb))) I am sory your are soo upset, I was worried that it would do that to you. I posted an update on my original post and have some hope today. PLEASE READ the update. I worry about you and care so deeply for you and all of your family. I was at the dr all day today and he joked all day and lifted my spirits. This new drug is just a clinical tryal but it does sound promising. I still have many worries but I am in battle mode and the bitch is on a mission lol.
Thank you so much for your love IT HELPS SO MUCH!!!
I will email you soon after I get more teat results as I will know more.
Love JJ
PS I am still praying for kerry!!! I have her in my thoughts often! Even with this.
I love the bitch on a mission statement....LOL. I will read your other post now. Prayers still being said for you :) your friend,,,cdb ((((((((()))))))
Your amazing! With everything you are having to deal with you still have love and compassion to share. That big heart of yours is what is going to get you through this.
You stay in battle mode, and fight with everything you have in you.
Good things can happen to good people, and I am going to keep believing that they will be happening to you.
