The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
What can I say? I am still about the same. Life is good but sometimes I feel like I am living with no purpose. I haven't been attending enough Alanon meetings lately & my serenity really isn't there. I struggle with anger & being short with my AH. He doesn't do anything to provoke all of the rantings I do almost every day. I am feeling OK right now as I am writing this. I need to vent some of the anxieties I have been having but feel like I really don't know where to start. Lately, I have been wanting to shop a lot to curb my emotions--like I "need" something to take away the disappointment I have in myself. None of my problems are external--just internal which I face every day. I am insecure about whether I should open up to somebody besides my won- derful AH who has been treating me like a princess & the Queen of our home. That's about all I have right now. I am going to have a good weekend and a great holiday! Kathleen
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