Well got up this morning did my reading, and put out a post, and thought... WHELP... Time to get the ball rolling on finish off "what I can" of what has to be paid off and done my June with it comes to Desease Afathers belongs... Wanted to get a jump on things...Soooo paid off the water bill, and had the water shut off :) and paid off Funeral expenses (big torment) :) And was really feeling really well about getting those things OFF my mind, and out of my thoughts...

Well as we all know, that good thought didn't last long before I got a phone call from my Aunt.. She was there and helped me out ALOT when Dad past, and she is great... She was told to call me... ASAP... So I ask WHY? Well turns out, my Grandma 84 ask her to call me Because... "I told ya's last week my Uncle sent her to AZ to spend a couple weeks with her friends she missed"... Welp... She missed them Sooo Much.. She has desided to stay out West... She has already put money down on a home, and is planning on coming home, for 2 months, long enough to sell her home, and move back to AZ... I am Happy that she is doing this for her self, and I know it was a hard choice to make, because ALL her Family is here, and all her Friends are there... But she feels so much better out there, and the weather helps her body be more managable...So I understand all of that...

Then comes my fear... My son... He adorse his Great Grandma, and has been asking me for 3 weeks now.. "When's she comin home?" Now I have to tell him, it will be breifly and then she is heading back...I am sure it will crush him only because, he just lost Dad, he lost his Gr. Grandpa about 2-1/2 yrs ago, and welp, with Grandma gone, he is down to a Nanny & Grandma J... I know he will be fine, and will adjust.. I just HATE to have to tell him... I feel sometimes like I dump so much on him... He is only 11, but somedays, he seems to be more like 18:) I guess it is just my worry that's all... I know I have to Let Go & Let God... but don't make it any easier...

I do find it funny that Grandma couldn't call me herself... She was affraid I would be mad at her...lol... How can anyone be mad a an 84 year old women that is just trying to live her life to the best of her ability... NOT ME!

So Just some thoughts that the day brought on today... Working them out One Moment at a Time... Just wanted to release it from my head, so I can get on to enjoying the rest of my rather Peaceful day:) Letting Go... :)

Love & Prayers to all
Thanks for letting me share...
Jozie