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Just heard today that the papers from my medical have been lost and the appeal that I am to attend tomorrow may be affected by this.
My advizer says: If the medical report had been negative then my case is helped by the report being lost and not received by the tribunal; on the other hand if the medical report had been positive then my case is hindered by the report being lost and not received by the tribunal.
He could not make his mind up whether to ask for an adjournment or take a chance in any case. However he found out that Judge hearing my case is a kinder judge than the one who ordered a further medical just six weeks ago, and felt that he could argue that I would be placed under further stress by another adjournment. This has been going on for over 15 months now and it is taking its toll. My doctor was not at all happy when I saw her this morning. I need further surgery so am being referred back to the surgeon once more to await appointments ecetera.
I am not surprised about the report going missing, this is not the first time this has happened. And I do not find myself saying, "Why me?", any more...more, "Why not me?"...
Personally, this is the norm for me, however I find these things very stressful at the best of times and so I am asking for prayer. The hearing is to take place around 11am (GMT) tomorrow with or without the report.
I need the courage to accept the outcome, whether it be good or bad and have faith that all will be well no matter what. I need to keep the faith and let it all go and let my God work on this one...even though the worry and the stress still nags...some of you will say, "... in that case Suzs you have not let go fully, and you could well be right" ...
I am working on it. Really I am...
Suzannah
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Out of the ruin of my past I have found the fortress of myself and I know how to defend it.
Strive for WISDOM; Seek SERENITY; NEVER compromise your INTEGRITY.
Aloha Suzannah...You've got the prayers. Sending along some extra acceptance and anti-projection spells so that you don't find yourself attending the hearing before the hearing arrives. Turn it and them and you over. May the right thing happen for you. Just remember God doesn't give us any more than we can handle. Some will scoff at this but the old timers can't.
Lots of prayers and positive thoughts coming your way. On tough stuff I really am trying to let go to HP, sometimes I need to distract myself with a movie or light fiction book for a rest from all the buzy work you have been through in the preparations for tomorrow.
Of course I remember you and know there will be sunshine in your day in some way tomorrow.
I've been recieving more from MIP than giving lately as feel like I am in a beehive of action at home lately. I need to get more balanced so there is more give as well as take from me.
hugs & blessings, ddub
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