The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
The insurance guy came,took pictures then says, "I will bill you." !!!!!! yay!!!
Hp is so good. It felt good yesterday and last night to be serene and KNOW everything will be ok no matter what. When I woke up the feather bed and dogs and cats felt so nice. warm, safe.
I asked him what he thought I needed to do on the outside for the appraisal thing.
I worked from ten this morn to five tonight straight thru. Got the rock and dirt out of my truck, them would stop and talk to hp. Completely cleaned the whole front of the main house flower beds. HUGE butterfly bushes, roses, big stuff. I will put them up here.
Got a gift certificate for bark dust from sending a pic in of my dog and cat fighting in their bark dust.....sooo I will put that around tomorrow.I even sawed off a bunch of fir tree branches!
Kept thanking hp for my hand and knee working again. My body is so much better.Learning all the alanon skills made this huge obstacle very very doable.
It reminds me I am no longer a victum. I am in control of my life. Not going to back down, or use drugs or anything to hide from this huge challenge.
Doing this for ME. I even can pay the insurance myself as the first is monday. So by the time I get the bill, I will have the money.Hp is so good.
could even eat a portibello vegie burger for dinner!
My prayer is for everyone here to surrender yourself to your hp. Let go and let god. All that stuff we cannot control, throw it out. Then do ONE day of what you can. What else can we do and be healthy? IF we are sick with worry, and don't have faith, it makes us weak. then we can't do what we need to do.
It also can make us not be able to eat, cry all the time, not be able to move.Most all my faith and strength comes from the creator I believe in. I have no doubt he helps me all the way.
Anyway still have oodles of work to do, bob and ossie pigs were helping me snouting in the clean dirt. Cats were always in the way.....Estersue my big pig refused to go into the barn until I came in! she is more protective than the dogs.
anyway back to work in the morn. love, and thanks for alllll your wonderful support. I read it over and over. We all need reminders.
They say in order to keep it you have to give it away. You certainly are a good example of working the program. It is tough sometimes but like you said keep talking to HP. Sometimes I weep and get on my knees (and I am not a god person at all). It is humbling. Sounds like you are making progress.
