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Hi all I am haveing a bad week as early said we are back in active drinking. He had a meeting with his counsler about 20 minutes ago and them make a dicede for the hloe family and them wanted to know i feeling on it in a very public place I do not get taking in a room and ask I get ask in the front office how I feel about they idea.
I am feeling sorry for meself I think. This weekend has been very hard on me as I have ask my A not to use me as his sex toy as It is the only time he want to touch me is when he is drinking. I have been tring to set so lines in this area and he just done get it. So I have when to sleeping on the couch as he is tring to get in to his only place. BUt his counsler is said it is going to take four to six week and I feel that it is to my best to sleep there. I am not doing this to hurt him or anything. I just feelm it is to help me in the long runas I have the problem with think that things are going to be ok. But they are not in this marriage as He has told me that he does not know of he is a girl or a boy and needs to find out.
I have got very upset about this and then he state that he is only trying to get a personal relationship with him self. So how I do not know what to belive. I wish that there was a way to just make all this go away.Sorry to put this out there this way but have no one to talk too.
Smiley, You just keep doing whatever feels right for you. You have a lot of things to deal with. Take one day at a time. Looking too far in to the future and guessing what will happen can cause us to react to things that may never happen. Try dealing with only today and what you know to be true.
Take Care, Christy
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I am so sorry you are having to go through all of this. I wish I was sitting by your side so I could give you a hug of encouragement. I hope you can attend face to face meetings so you can get the personal attention you need right now. If you can't I hope you have Al-anon reading material you can refer to for help. You never have to say your sorry for anything you post. That is what this place is for.
