The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
As I have re-connected with my ex A, of course I feel the need to re-connect here. This was my live in BF for almost 2 years...I saw him through his worse, his break down, his detox, rehab and early recovery. He was there with me as I sank into his hell and my own....saw me through breast cancer,too. Despite so much love, the sickness of his addictions and the sickness of my co-dependency created the darkest times of my life. There was a dramatic and clean break and no contact while we both healed for the past year. Then all of a sudden two weeks ago.....our paths cross constantly. Almost spooky. It has seemed like we are meant to have contact....and we have talked and cried and shared and healed. He is strong in his program and very sober and happy. I have survived and grown and found an inner strength,joy and independence. I feel whole and happy.
Now I feel the need to remember the wisdom I gained here during the years I relied on this space for my sanity.
