The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Glad you are here. I wish I could help you but i am not experienced enough. Maybe try going to the alanon group meeting/chat room. There is always someone there to talk to and maybe someone to help you find a sponsor.
I would go to the meetings and the chat and put my thoughts out there--also--you may want to be descriminate in other words--ask someone in particular, that you like and respect from their shares, if they have time to sponsor ( be specific about what u feel u need in terms of time and direction)
best
luv
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Wishing all the best on your recovery journey, Luv