what a great concept and yet what a scary thing to have.  With our program it isn't at all scary.  Not just because because I have program, fellowship, meetings, chat room, etc. but mostly because I have me.  I am progress and not perfection and I am excellent. Everyone is excellent and I am grateful for everyone for being them.  Without my qualifier I would not have the level of clarity of thought I have now.  It is often scary as the focus is on me and my recovery.  It is a whole lot clearer.  I used to wear rose colored glasses at times and now I wear alanon glasses.  They look inward and when I am willing to truly see, I don't need rose colored glasses to look outward.  Everyone and everything is beauty.