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Been working on,ok what would make me feel better inside.
So doing stuff here to make my home not such a muck up
Today I drove from stupid Mapquests directions to pick up a ewe an ewe?
wierd, anyway,got sorta lost.drove up, I mean UP this winding steep road wayyyyyyy up to the sky, truck ran out of gas.wonderful.
Indian did not understand English at the gas station.NO gas in my gas can, did not put enough in tank. I had gotten some bad food and a paper so did not notice the bill amount.
anyway I got out, found two drops in the can, put them in it started for two seconds...dang.
Well I was astonished at my serenity.no matter what I knew it would be ok. though I doubt anyone would have ever found my body....anyway so pretty up there on the butte.I have water and food in my truck. Lotsa catfood,chicken food.well feed.AND lotsa nice soft hay and straw in back,under a big tarp.
cell phone too.
no dog though, that was a drag.Gotta remember to take a dog. but howling Bassets have a tendancy to freak out, freaked out ewes..
Well thankyou hp some guys were up above another wind in the gravel road, building a house.Some crazy city person probably who does not have a clue ou cannot drive down this road when it is solid ice.Oh I have four wheel drive.Oh ok you can have ten wheel drive, but ice is ice.
Anyway one was coming down, he helped me and called the other guys who came down to help. I had this insane thought,wow maybe one of them will fall in love with me..hahahaha
They were about thirteen...no, they were my sons age.
went and got gas,went out again, found it, no one is home, I amlate. I go home.they call, back up I go.geez.
So the caretakers were shocked how i got this HUGE ewe in my truck with her head sticking in my back window slider sniffing my ears and laying her face on me. And sticking her head in the can of grain, happily munching.Oh yea shewas totally freaked...
she is happy now out of the weather,eating yummy food and hay.
from all you shared with me and these neat quotes someone sent me,I have a map of how to keep going.
One thing I have put off is helping two of my old old dogs down. My dogs are my family in my home. It will be awfully strange with room to walk in here.
tomorrow I have to do it for t hem. I have an app. at four my time.
Hp reminded me up on that mountain, that I am never alone,never.And I realized that I still had my serenity,my peace that no matter what happens I don't curl up anymore.
One foot in front of the other, look at the outline of the fir trees on my mountain,I don't have a proper toilet,but am rich in what I do have...
love,debilyn all cuddled with Tavish Basset, dogs and two sleeping, happy piggies covered in blankies on the floor.
Hey, still on my knees, praying for you sister, and hoping you continue onwards and upwards. Just hold out your hand, Jehova will not let you down. He is there with you. He see all the things that you do, and the love you have and all your needs.
Good to see you on here this morning, that has given me some relief too, 'cos I have been concerned not to hear from y'hunny.
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"The highest form of wisdom is kindness." The Talmund
(((debilynn))) So good to see your post..glad to know you are doing ok....you are such a wonderful person. I enjoy reading your post about your adventures. Sorry to hear about having to help your dog pass over..I know how difficult that can be. Had to do that last summer with my ole girl. I will keep you in my prayers. Keep taking care of you.
((((debilyn)))) Thank you for that post. When I find myself getting overhelmed with things I try and remember that HP doesn't put on us more than we can handle. I'm sure you know this, but sometimes we could use a reminder Keep staying strong blessings to you Jennifer
Wow I was just wondering how to fit all my pets in one room. I have been brainstorming this. There are days when I find it impossible. Other days when I know I am moving to something better in time. I keep working on it.
I did not have access to a kitchen for 5 months thanks to two psychopaths, that changed. I know my amount of time in this tiny space is limited and I want to work on it with grace. Some days I do and other days I feel absolutely topped out in overwhelm.
Great to hear you're doing better. Been praying for you girl. I was getting kind of worried about you when I didn't see anything from you for a few days.
Take care of that Ewe.
Love to you and all your critters,
Claudia
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((()) Debilyn thinking of you and your buddies (dogs). Just remember how much love you have received and they have given. They have been there for you in the tough times now it is your turn to repay the favour of their faithfullness. The journey has been a beautiful one for all of you. They will watch over you always. :Luv Leo xx
I was prayin to get YOU off the mountain, Not EWE! So I ask God, I was askin to help her get off the mountain and you tell her to "Git You" off the mountain instead. "What is that?" I asked.
"Well son, That's my Southern Accent", he says. "Southern??, I thought you spoke all high and mighty in thees and thous? He' explains, "Everybody has to come down off the mountain sometime, besides its cold and dreary there. England is dreary too, though it has its seasons. :) he smiled. "I go South in the winter like older folk do." "I thought you was God and lived on the mountain, Why South?, I asked "
"Well My Son, I keep hearing, "Oh God isn't it beautiful and I like to spend time where what I've created and given is appreciated."
So that is the story of how God lost his English Accent
