I had thought that I would be spending Thanksgiving alone with the kids. No big deal, I was ok with the whole idea. I threw out an offer to a friend in the program. They accepted and we had such an awsome time. It was so nice to be with people who had no hidden agenda, no need to put down or gossip, no negativity, just love and respect. It was so real, there is such a huge contrast to what my past relationships were. It was actually a healthy, mature afternoon/evening. Enjoying their company, feeling grateful for their presence in the lives of my kids. It was just so much to be grateful for. I can't thank this program enough for giving me what I need and what I really want. I have lost everything in the way of family and friends and I am building back up but I am getting to choose who to put in my life and in my kids lives. No more A's, no more abuse. I missed those I have lost or bid farewell to, but not for long. I know this too shall pass but while it lasts I want to give each of you a huge (((((((hug))))))) and send blessings to you all.