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I'm learning to detach, and omg, Im doing it...lol
It's really weird, everyday I am seeing another defect the Recovering A in my life has...He is NOT perfect....This has taken me a long number of years to get here....I have detached from him, phsically, spiritually and almost, mentally...I am working on the "Let go Let god" thingy now..
I know I cannot make him feel better, I can only make myself feel better. I can not drag him to a meeting... I cannot throw the big book at him, or shove the steps at him. All I can do Is hand him over, and pray for him..
The last few weeks I have returned to work...WOW..seems like I was never away.. I'm doing ten and a half hour shifts a day, and im sooo tired. But I am happy to be out doing it again....
And my oldies are glad to have me back...lol Give them a few weeks, they will be screaming at me to go again...lol
"God grant me the serenity, to keep on, keeping on"
