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Hello all, My father had to do a recovery on my puter and I lost some Java files, and I am lost. Cannot get into chat or anything like that. Luckily, My daughter is coming this weekend to fix things for me. She is 15 and soooo smart. No common sense, the nut didn't fall too far from the tree, lol, at least that is what my parents say.
Anyway, now that I am living alone again it feels weird. I want to be with my A, but it is just impossible at the moment. I will go to visit him tomorrow, so pray for me.
I am still nervous about this surgery next Wednesday. Gotta get up at the butt crack of dawn to go. First surgery of the day. 5:30am I have to report in. Geez! Oh well, I will be doped up for the pain and sleeeping I hope. My A promised to be the one to stay at the hospital with me, I believe him. He will do it for me, always have. I have had him come to the ER with me a few times and he always has my back. This time, I just need moral support. Mom and Dad are older and need some time to rest before they come to the hospital. I think Dad will be dropping us off. I don't know how he will deal with not drinking while at the hospital, but when my health gets into a crisis, he seems to "sober up" not just without the drink but in his heart too. For me, I cannot worry about every little thing that is said or done to me. I have friends, love, God (most important, which I sometimes forget) Sorry my posts are so sketchy sometimes, I just type as I think. It helps me. I hope it helps someone else. We all get kinda squirrly sometimes. I guess I had to let a litttle squirrel out before I went to bed. Take care. Write back
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Thank you for mentioning my calmness. I guess I wasn't quite aware of it until you did. I had thought I felt more peaceful, but wasn't sure. Still tired all the time and dealing with all the physical and mental stuff, but it's my stuff and no one elses
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will keep you in my thoughts. If you have to cough hold a pillow on your tummy. do not bend over. um give yourself a good year to get back to feeling normal. I am not kidding. this is serious surgery. do not do wash or anything for at least a month.
Keep the focus on you - if your A comes through for you, great. If he doesn't though, you will still be OK. This is not about him, it's about you, and you'll be fine.
