Al-Anon Family Group - Al-Anon Family Group

TLC2 · TLC2

As I was praying for my son last night, I was thinking of all of you, and wishing I could contact you, so you could add your prayers to mine. I knew you certainly would if you knew I needed them! HP has answered so many of my prayers already! My son was in an accident at work and had a meat-eating chemical splas...

emma · emma

Does anyone know the reality/rules in al anon around whether in order to provide service at the district level or higher that a loss of anonimity is part of the deal? How does anonimity and acting in service as a group rep or district rep or higher in the state -- what's been your experience in how...

twinmom2 · twinmom2

(((MIP Family))) I've been laying low lately but still reading and keeping up with everyone. Lately I have felt like I didn't have much insight to contribute, just felt so drained and depressed. I did take some good direction from my therapist and my AH and saw my PMD and got some medication...

Becky1 · Becky1

Hubby called my cell phone today (while I was sitting in a movie) and I didn't answer it. After the show was over, he had sent me a voice mail, and said "I just wondered if you were ok.

I saw your car still at the house when I was on my way to work this morning. ( I called off due to a migrain...

carolinagirl · carolinagirl

I'm not really sure why but I have been on some kind of self destruct rampage for the past couple of months. I have been going out every weekend drinking and dancing and just getting out of the house. Most of the time alone. I have been smoking when I drink (I quit over a year ago) and now it's cre...

ally · ally

((((((((((((((((Roomies)))))))))))))))))) Spoke to the GSO, today. I have applied about opening up a Saturday night face to face meeting....And It looks positive....I have a night and a time. I have a possibile venue...So It looks good for me... This is giving me a focus....Just what I need... Pl...

Becky1 · Becky1

I went to an open AA meeting last night, as could not find any Alanon meetings on Sat. night. Had to drive 25 miles each way just to get to this open AA meeting! The man who gave the lead read a letter something likethis.....and passed out copies. I don't know where it came from, as he didn't say...

Lunamoth · Lunamoth

((((((Everyone)))))) When I first heard this song I was reminded of all the wonderful people in this program that kept me going on days I was sure I was going to die. My pain was huge, I'll never forget it. I remember telling someone as I sat on the steps of my deck that I really thought I was going to d...

maresie2 · maresie2

I am in the process of moving still. I do not really know what the A is doing whether he will maI ke it through his own transition so I am trying to be able to take as much as I can. I cannot rely on the A for much he is so scattered. My heart is full of grief. At the same time I know I hit a wall where I could not try anym...

Miranda · Miranda

I've been writing alot lately, after the kids are asleep... Innocent Dreams There once was a girl, Who was hurt and confused, She fell into love, Was hurt and abused. For years she just smiled, Pulled on her coat, Kept her head up, She learned how to cope. One day she walked out, She stepped out that d...

irish54 · irish54

Dear Family, Thought I would let you know my daughter who is a Sr in High School this year came by today to show off her tatoo. lol Not sure what she expected from us but we looked at it and said it looked nice but didn't want one for ourselves. She said she was surprised..she expected us to go off. lol...

nmike · nmike

Hi Alanoners, I posted last week. I so appreciate the responses. Hard as they are to hear sometimes. Someone had posted that we Alanoners stay in the blame game saying our unhappiness is all the A's fault. I could see that in my post when I reread what I had written. It is kinda like a chess game - when h...

Phil · Phil

(Hurt - Bitterness - Injustice - Abused Pain) We feel emotional pain when we do not get what we want, need, or expect. We might feel hurt, rejection, bitterness, abuse, injustice or simply emotional pain. In such cases, we have not received the behavior or outcomes we expected or believed we deserv...

CJ · CJ

(((family))) i haven't posted very often, lately, but wanted to let you all know that you are in my prayers. i will be deployed for a little while (couple weeks), and wanted to share some HOPE. i continue to attend face to face meetings (4 a week, usually), make program calls to new and old "fa...

derfsvic · derfsvic

It has only been 3 weeks since I was told about my brothers problems. My parents and my family and another brother - we all live in West Virginia. My brother with the problems lives in Utah. Being so far away he has lied and kept secrets for several years we are finding out now. It was only in the 4 - 6 weeks tha...

melamom815 · melamom815

Hello Everyone! Been a while since I have been here. I have been so busy lately. First off, my pregnancy is going very well. I am finally getting over the sickness part and feeling more and more energy everyday. Nearly to the half way mark! I am very excited about that. lol. Still don't know w...

arty · arty

The day that i decided to buy him out of our property was a day of strength. i knew i could do it! And i knew he was upset that it has come to this but i didnt want to keep a property under a joint name, as it was going to keep me connected to him for as long as that was OURS. We dont have kids, so i dont have to see him fo...

ditto · ditto

April 30, 2006 I told my AH that he had to leave our home. June 6, 2006 the divorce was finalized. It is almost a year since the last time I have seen him. It is almost a year since I have been divorced. I have tried for this entire time to be sorry that he is gone. I have tried to grieve the end of the marriag...

Becky1 · Becky1

OK, HP. I give up. I keep praying and asking you for a sign of what I should do. I must be deaf, blind, and mentally challenged........ Those of you who know me, know I have been in and around Alanon for a little over a year. I actually went to a few meetings 20+ years ago, when I was married to another A. Bu...

shadow1 · shadow1

Please check your message box.

serendipity · serendipity

i want to let y'all know i am feeling much better. better than i have in the past week and a half. saner. and that is thanks to you guys, the wise people in my f2f meetings and hp. who knows how long this peace within me will last so i want to post and say thank you. nothing has changed except me. i brought up...

hippietrippiechick · hippietrippiechick

Hi everyone again. I am putting this post out to each and every one of you. Let me first say I am not trying to act like a beggar in the street for a crust of bread, but I do have a need and I wanted to see if anyone could and/or would be willing to help me. I have really been looking at the information of the Al-an...

Miranda · Miranda

I've been writing alot lately, after the kids are asleep... Innocent Dreams There once was a girl, Who was hurt and confused, She fell into love, Was hurt and abused. For years she just smiled, Pulled on her coat, Kept her head up, She learned how to cope. One day she walked out, She stepped out that d...

java · java

I saw this poem posted in a doctor's office the other day...I suppose it was meant to be funny...but I saw a deeper meaning. I'm Lost

I've lost myself. If I return when I get back, please ask me to wait. This got me to thinking about how many lost people there are out there ...

still searching · still searching

I just wanted to let everyone know that after talking with the courts they would not issue a restraining order. Didn't feel that it met the "requirements" here. I am so angry I don't know what to do, but, yet I am so confused. In my state it the restraining order refers to adults doing...

david62 · david62

Good morning, (((((Family))))) A friend emailed these to me this morning and that were such great things for me to think about as I travel through my life today I thought I would share them with all my best friends.

Lessons about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lad...

carolinagirl · carolinagirl

It's funny how one day can seem so awful that you think you'll never get through it but if you just hang on to your sanity for a little longer things get better. Yesterday I was depressed with no friends and feeling sorry for myself and today I can't figure out what to do this weekend because...

hippietrippiechick · hippietrippiechick

Ever since I entered this wonderful group I felt a peaceful closeness to all of you. When I was confused you helped me to see; What it is all about, and what is happening to me. I just want to thank you all for listening, caring, and reaching out. It just leaves me without a doubt..... That this group's...

lilms · lilms

(((((((Dear Friends))))))) My server for the past couple of weeks or so has been a real rat bastage. They seem to have worked out the kinks so for now I am back.

I sure have missed you all and when life allows the time will be able to catch up on posts, make it into meetings etc. YAAAAAAAAAAY!...

kopkreations · kopkreations

I would like to know does anyone try to have a heart to heart with their alchoic while trying to find themselves going through the steps. I have read a lot on it but confused on this issue. Does one still try?

serendipity · serendipity

again thank you for the love and support. Luna said grow up and that really made sense. i am trying. i don't know how, at least i wasn't shown how to be an adult, or have an adult relationship. i have tried so hard but when working with an A it might just be impossible. Yet again, i see it is me. i went...

hippietrippiechick · hippietrippiechick

Well, what an evening---straight into Hell. I should have known that by his nasty attitude earlier today that it would not be good for a visit today. We both fell asleep at our own dwellings, and I called him back. Same attitude. I was totally set on keeping my boundaries in my home. I dont think he likes...

Lunamoth · Lunamoth

It's been a while since my A has made me cry. He succeeded tonight. I could have banged my head against a wall trying to make him wake up and see. Yes, I've been there and done that -- you'd think I'd have learned by now. My Son has to finish his pinewood derby car (scouts) by Sunday aft...

still searching · still searching

He walked into my daughters room (she is 8) and starts complaining about her shoes being in the way in her bedroom. She says they are on the floor. So this grown man then takes her papers from her dresser and her blanket and throws them on the floor and then tells her to pick it up. She tells him no. He then tel...

java · java

I can't breath. I have known this feeling before, it's anxiety over feeling controlled. I feel out of control. What's the first step? Admitted we were powerless. Step 2: Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity. I feel out of control and insane. I am w...

RainyJamie · RainyJamie

I have done step one and two, but get a little shy of step 3. I was wondering if I could just work it over in my head, or if I need a sponsor in order to say "Hey, I'm on step 3"? I don't really know how to find a sponsor right now. thanks Jamie

serendipity · serendipity

first of all, i want to thank you all for the love and support in your replies. i try to keep those thoughts in my head when my feelings come up. i'm having a difficult day today. the thought of my ex with another woman is driving me insane. i am so hurt. and i'm trying to justify these feelings in my h...

albertarose · albertarose

Hi Friends, I am feeling a little sad today. My AH and I split up again. The second time since August. It's for the best as I see he is not willing to change. I am changing and making progress in my f2f meetings, couseling, support group for abused women, open AA meetings every Friday and I just starte...

evey · evey

AH called me at work crying and carrying on that he was going to "do something" and wanted to say goodbye to me. I didn't run home, he has done this before, but he also called various family members, including his college age daughters, who all began calling me at work, and then he called a...

Alanoner · Alanoner

Hi Everyone, Recently I posted something about how I was looking for the "recovery" on this board and it was hard to find, this was after reading what felt like the upteenth self obsessed "poor me" vent from someone who claimed to have like loads of recovery and years in the prog...

nmike · nmike

Hi Friends, I don't even recognize the man I have been married to for 33 years. We haven't lived together for 2 years. I cannot believe the things he says and does. Was I in denial all those years of marriage? Did I want him to be who I wanted him to be? We use to talk about our values of money and child...

Karilynn · Karilynn

((((((((Family)))))))), A called me at work this afternoon. He called and said: " I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate you and all you do. I don't say it often enough, but I do." Oh he prefaced this by saying, "I'm not drinking." (He's been sober 10 month...

eyeteach1 · eyeteach1

My name is Teresa and I'm fairly certain the answer is yes, but in reading a few of the posts here, I'm wondering if this is the place I need to come or not. It seems that many people here are family and friends of people who are not trying to work on their disease, and they are trying to deal with tha...

ShelBell · ShelBell

And I am doing the happy leader dance. The girls did great, though, earning around $700.00 for their troop. Now I have to help them spend it!!! Every year, I say I am not going to let the GS Cookie sale take over my life, but they still do. So I have written a little humor to share with my fellow leaders, le...

serendipity · serendipity

i am not letting my ex see the kids.last friday he confessed to me that he had been reading all of my journals, had broken into my computer, had hidden under my deck to see what i doing. then he was very very disrespectful of me, my family and my friends. so, the little trust (or denile) i had was gone and i de...

rtexas · rtexas

(((((My Special Family))))) What does it take to live life at your own pace? I got in a panic this week because my AW who I have been sperated from for 5 months now, declared that when her lease is up " she's coming home ". Well, since she has declared that she is not ready to stop drinking, I...

kopkreations · kopkreations

Okay I thought maybe i understood the disease but I guess I further progress into rebuilding myself, there are new things I am seeing. Basically I am curious to know, does an A see the changes his spouse maybe going through. Does it affect them? and if it does has anyones A acted out cause they didn'...

Becky1 · Becky1

For the last couple of weeks, I have been beseiged by torrents of tears. These can happen any time.....riding in the car with hubby driving, us not even talking, just going to the grocery. This morning at a fast food restaurant, eating breakfast with him. All day yesterday, on my birthday. I don'...

hippietrippiechick · hippietrippiechick

UGGGHHHH! I downloaded this mirc thing and I just can not understand it. I wish I would be able to get java totally downloaded but something keeps happening. I feel like a fool. Please someone help me in either direction mirc or java or both. I am totally lost and calling it a day on that one.

debilyn · debilyn

I have chosen to delete the threads about prejudice, or not prejudice comments. I feel we need to do our best to be supportive, loving, and stick to our alanon sharing. Want to add, I am sure the comments were never meant to hurt anyone on purpose. Please remember a lot of us are already very tender with wh...

emma · emma

Dear ((((Roomies))))))) Since finding the rooms of Al Anon I've looked back at my life to see if I could learn any patterns that were sabotaging me, where I was sabotaging myself. Has anyone else found themselves sabotaging themselves? --- And how have you stopped the cycle? This is a bit long...

rtexas · rtexas

..... it's been a few weeks since my last confession. LOL - I have worried more than once a day that my life isn't all it should be. - I have pushed my will on others at least twice - I put my plans on hold in lieu of what my A wanted me to do instead only to be disappointed. - I voiced anger over anoth...

arty · arty

It is very strange that the days my A is depressed i am strong, but the days he is ok... i am the one depressed. I am the one who cancelled the wedding. I am the one who is taking over the home loan. I am the one making all the decisions to move on... Yet i am so sad. i spend so many days just happy that this part of my...

Diva · Diva

She had been ill with Canine Cushing's Disease for about a year. She also had bladder cancer and arthritis. But she was not suffering, and she was happy. Just about 30 minutes ago, she lost the use of all four of her little legs, and the vet believes she had a stroke. God I am so sad. She has been my...

eyeteach1 · eyeteach1

I keep reading posts about having a sponsor and the 12 steps--is this true for members of Al-Anon as well as AA? I'm confused...do I need a sponsor if I'm not an alcoholic?

RainyJamie · RainyJamie

I feel like everytime I get used to something or think it's OK then I am reminded that really it sucks. THe A picked me up 30 minutes late from work, whick was silly because we only live 7 driving minutes from home. typical. Then we go to the park garden and it is nice out and he starts trying to cut the flo...

eyeteach1 · eyeteach1

My name is Teresa and I'm fairly certain the answer is yes, but in reading a few of the posts here, I'm wondering if this is the place I need to come or not. It seems that many people here are family and friends of people who are not trying to work on their disease, and they are trying to deal with tha...

eva · eva

Daer MIP family! I am new here and I am not native speaker, so I hope you will understand what Iwant to say. I am an adult child of alcoholic. It is a long time since I do not live in my parents house, I have my own family and attend Al-Anon for 3 years. This program is wonderfull but in our country it is wor...

shannon · shannon

I went to my first Al-anon meeting, and it felt really good, but also very frightening. My father was an alcoholic for the thirteen years I lived with him, and I'm sure he still is till this day, but I wouldn't know because I haven't talked to him in so long. I was nervous about attending Al-Anon because I a...

kopkreations · kopkreations

Hi all, I am new here, I believe I have come along way in dealing with my husbands alcholism and not only that but in realizing I have to move on myself. I didn't realize until just before unitl I read a article on detachment that I have gone through that phase or going through it more like it. I hav...

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	Prayers Please (Preview) As I was praying for my son last night, I was thinking of all of you, and wishing I could contact you, so you could add your prayers to mine. I knew you certainly would if you knew I needed them! HP has answered so many of my prayers already! My son was in an accident at work and had a meat-eating chemical splas...	TLC2	12	696	Mar 26, 2007 by aunitedway
	anonimity (Preview) Does anyone know the reality/rules in al anon around whether in order to provide service at the district level or higher that a loss of anonimity is part of the deal? How does anonimity and acting in service as a group rep or district rep or higher in the state -- what's been your experience in how...	emma	4	476	Mar 26, 2007 by bobump
	As time goes by I'm feeling better (Preview) (((MIP Family))) I've been laying low lately but still reading and keeping up with everyone. Lately I have felt like I didn't have much insight to contribute, just felt so drained and depressed. I did take some good direction from my therapist and my AH and saw my PMD and got some medication...	twinmom2	3	494	Mar 26, 2007 by Tiger2006
	He called.... (Preview) Hubby called my cell phone today (while I was sitting in a movie) and I didn't answer it. After the show was over, he had sent me a voice mail, and said "I just wondered if you were ok.I saw your car still at the house when I was on my way to work this morning. ( I called off due to a migrain...	Becky1	2	495	Mar 26, 2007 by Tiger2006
	Self Destruct (Preview) I'm not really sure why but I have been on some kind of self destruct rampage for the past couple of months. I have been going out every weekend drinking and dancing and just getting out of the house. Most of the time alone. I have been smoking when I drink (I quit over a year ago) and now it's cre...	carolinagirl	11	463	Mar 26, 2007 by lin0606
	ALLY'S GOAL (Preview) ((((((((((((((((Roomies)))))))))))))))))) Spoke to the GSO, today. I have applied about opening up a Saturday night face to face meeting....And It looks positive....I have a night and a time. I have a possibile venue...So It looks good for me... This is giving me a focus....Just what I need... Pl...	ally	2	428	Mar 26, 2007 by Barbs45
	The Disease Speaks (Preview) I went to an open AA meeting last night, as could not find any Alanon meetings on Sat. night. Had to drive 25 miles each way just to get to this open AA meeting! The man who gave the lead read a letter something likethis.....and passed out copies. I don't know where it came from, as he didn't say...	Becky1	10	797	Mar 26, 2007 by Diva
	Keep holding on... (Preview) ((((((Everyone)))))) When I first heard this song I was reminded of all the wonderful people in this program that kept me going on days I was sure I was going to die. My pain was huge, I'll never forget it. I remember telling someone as I sat on the steps of my deck that I really thought I was going to d...	Lunamoth	2	412	Mar 26, 2007 by Becky1
	being in transition (Preview) I am in the process of moving still. I do not really know what the A is doing whether he will maI ke it through his own transition so I am trying to be able to take as much as I can. I cannot rely on the A for much he is so scattered. My heart is full of grief. At the same time I know I hit a wall where I could not try anym...	maresie2	5	456	Mar 26, 2007 by carolinagirl
	Writing the lyrics to my life (Preview) I've been writing alot lately, after the kids are asleep... Innocent Dreams There once was a girl, Who was hurt and confused, She fell into love, Was hurt and abused. For years she just smiled, Pulled on her coat, Kept her head up, She learned how to cope. One day she walked out, She stepped out that d...	Miranda	3	577	Mar 26, 2007 by Rita G
	tatoo (Preview) Dear Family, Thought I would let you know my daughter who is a Sr in High School this year came by today to show off her tatoo. lol Not sure what she expected from us but we looked at it and said it looked nice but didn't want one for ourselves. She said she was surprised..she expected us to go off. lol...	irish54	5	356	Mar 26, 2007 by irish54
	Beginning to understand.... (Preview) Hi Alanoners, I posted last week. I so appreciate the responses. Hard as they are to hear sometimes. Someone had posted that we Alanoners stay in the blame game saying our unhappiness is all the A's fault. I could see that in my post when I reread what I had written. It is kinda like a chess game - when h...	nmike	4	588	Mar 26, 2007 by Karilynn
	Dealing With Emotional Pain (Preview) (Hurt - Bitterness - Injustice - Abused Pain) We feel emotional pain when we do not get what we want, need, or expect. We might feel hurt, rejection, bitterness, abuse, injustice or simply emotional pain. In such cases, we have not received the behavior or outcomes we expected or believed we deserv...	Phil	4	804	Mar 26, 2007 by browneyes
	leaving on a jet plane (Preview) (((family))) i haven't posted very often, lately, but wanted to let you all know that you are in my prayers. i will be deployed for a little while (couple weeks), and wanted to share some HOPE. i continue to attend face to face meetings (4 a week, usually), make program calls to new and old "fa...	CJ	15	694	Mar 26, 2007 by Rita G
	Have no idea what we are doing or what to do.....we are on a wing and a prayer (Preview) It has only been 3 weeks since I was told about my brothers problems. My parents and my family and another brother - we all live in West Virginia. My brother with the problems lives in Utah. Being so far away he has lied and kept secrets for several years we are finding out now. It was only in the 4 - 6 weeks tha...	derfsvic	4	562	Mar 26, 2007 by lin0606
	Just a little update (Preview) Hello Everyone! Been a while since I have been here. I have been so busy lately. First off, my pregnancy is going very well. I am finally getting over the sickness part and feeling more and more energy everyday. Nearly to the half way mark! I am very excited about that. lol. Still don't know w...	melamom815	5	542	Mar 26, 2007 by Karilynn
	i thought the hard days were over (Preview) The day that i decided to buy him out of our property was a day of strength. i knew i could do it! And i knew he was upset that it has come to this but i didnt want to keep a property under a joint name, as it was going to keep me connected to him for as long as that was OURS. We dont have kids, so i dont have to see him fo...	arty	12	706	Mar 26, 2007 by Karilynn
	Almost a year (Preview) April 30, 2006 I told my AH that he had to leave our home. June 6, 2006 the divorce was finalized. It is almost a year since the last time I have seen him. It is almost a year since I have been divorced. I have tried for this entire time to be sorry that he is gone. I have tried to grieve the end of the marriag...	ditto	4	561	Mar 26, 2007 by Karilynn
	HP Has Started a Work in Me(very long, sorry) (Preview) OK, HP. I give up. I keep praying and asking you for a sign of what I should do. I must be deaf, blind, and mentally challenged........ Those of you who know me, know I have been in and around Alanon for a little over a year. I actually went to a few meetings 20+ years ago, when I was married to another A. Bu...	Becky1	7	576	Mar 25, 2007 by nmike
	Mike you have a message (Preview) Please check your message box.	shadow1	0	294	Mar 25, 2007 by shadow1
	thank you doesn't seem to cover it (Preview) i want to let y'all know i am feeling much better. better than i have in the past week and a half. saner. and that is thanks to you guys, the wise people in my f2f meetings and hp. who knows how long this peace within me will last so i want to post and say thank you. nothing has changed except me. i brought up...	serendipity	1	392	Mar 25, 2007 by irish54
	Request for alanon book (closed) (Preview) Hi everyone again. I am putting this post out to each and every one of you. Let me first say I am not trying to act like a beggar in the street for a crust of bread, but I do have a need and I wanted to see if anyone could and/or would be willing to help me. I have really been looking at the information of the Al-an...	hippietrippiechick	4	620	Mar 25, 2007 by irish54
	Writing the lyrics to my life (Preview) I've been writing alot lately, after the kids are asleep... Innocent Dreams There once was a girl, Who was hurt and confused, She fell into love, Was hurt and abused. For years she just smiled, Pulled on her coat, Kept her head up, She learned how to cope. One day she walked out, She stepped out that d...	Miranda	2	544	Mar 25, 2007 by Maria123
	I'm Lost (Preview) I saw this poem posted in a doctor's office the other day...I suppose it was meant to be funny...but I saw a deeper meaning. I'm Lost I've lost myself. If I return when I get back, please ask me to wait. This got me to thinking about how many lost people there are out there ...	java	5	703	Mar 25, 2007 by Becky1
	no restraining order issued (Preview) I just wanted to let everyone know that after talking with the courts they would not issue a restraining order. Didn't feel that it met the "requirements" here. I am so angry I don't know what to do, but, yet I am so confused. In my state it the restraining order refers to adults doing...	still searching	6	600	Mar 25, 2007 by debilyn
	5 Life Lessons (Preview) Good morning, (((((Family))))) A friend emailed these to me this morning and that were such great things for me to think about as I travel through my life today I thought I would share them with all my best friends. Lessons about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lad...	david62	11	649	Mar 25, 2007 by maresie2
	Just hang on a little longer... (Preview) It's funny how one day can seem so awful that you think you'll never get through it but if you just hang on to your sanity for a little longer things get better. Yesterday I was depressed with no friends and feeling sorry for myself and today I can't figure out what to do this weekend because...	carolinagirl	7	546	Mar 25, 2007 by maresie2
	Here is a great big hug to all at our Al-anon MIP! (Preview) Ever since I entered this wonderful group I felt a peaceful closeness to all of you. When I was confused you helped me to see; What it is all about, and what is happening to me. I just want to thank you all for listening, caring, and reaching out. It just leaves me without a doubt..... That this group's...	hippietrippiechick	2	720	Mar 25, 2007 by Friendofyours
	Finally, I'm back (Preview) (((((((Dear Friends))))))) My server for the past couple of weeks or so has been a real rat bastage. They seem to have worked out the kinks so for now I am back. I sure have missed you all and when life allows the time will be able to catch up on posts, make it into meetings etc. YAAAAAAAAAAY!...	lilms	4	419	Mar 25, 2007 by John
	Does one have a heart to heart with their alcoholic? (Preview) I would like to know does anyone try to have a heart to heart with their alchoic while trying to find themselves going through the steps. I have read a lot on it but confused on this issue. Does one still try?	kopkreations	11	825	Mar 25, 2007 by Demilas
	my anger motivates me (Preview) again thank you for the love and support. Luna said grow up and that really made sense. i am trying. i don't know how, at least i wasn't shown how to be an adult, or have an adult relationship. i have tried so hard but when working with an A it might just be impossible. Yet again, i see it is me. i went...	serendipity	4	669	Mar 25, 2007 by Kim65
	ESH needed. My A came over and I had to make him leave. (Preview) Well, what an evening---straight into Hell. I should have known that by his nasty attitude earlier today that it would not be good for a visit today. We both fell asleep at our own dwellings, and I called him back. Same attitude. I was totally set on keeping my boundaries in my home. I dont think he likes...	hippietrippiechick	4	569	Mar 24, 2007 by hippietrippiechick
	Hard night (Preview) It's been a while since my A has made me cry. He succeeded tonight. I could have banged my head against a wall trying to make him wake up and see. Yes, I've been there and done that -- you'd think I'd have learned by now. My Son has to finish his pinewood derby car (scouts) by Sunday aft...	Lunamoth	8	556	Mar 24, 2007 by Karilynn
	am I over reacting?? (Preview) He walked into my daughters room (she is 8) and starts complaining about her shoes being in the way in her bedroom. She says they are on the floor. So this grown man then takes her papers from her dresser and her blanket and throws them on the floor and then tells her to pick it up. She tells him no. He then tel...	still searching	16	695	Mar 24, 2007 by still searching
	Can't breath (Preview) I can't breath. I have known this feeling before, it's anxiety over feeling controlled. I feel out of control. What's the first step? Admitted we were powerless. Step 2: Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity. I feel out of control and insane. I am w...	java	4	551	Mar 24, 2007 by Friendofyours
	Do you need a sponsor to do the steps? (Preview) I have done step one and two, but get a little shy of step 3. I was wondering if I could just work it over in my head, or if I need a sponsor in order to say "Hey, I'm on step 3"? I don't really know how to find a sponsor right now. thanks Jamie	RainyJamie	3	381	Mar 24, 2007 by lin0606
	my green eyes (Preview) first of all, i want to thank you all for the love and support in your replies. i try to keep those thoughts in my head when my feelings come up. i'm having a difficult day today. the thought of my ex with another woman is driving me insane. i am so hurt. and i'm trying to justify these feelings in my h...	serendipity	4	443	Mar 24, 2007 by Lunamoth
	Letting Go (Preview) Hi Friends, I am feeling a little sad today. My AH and I split up again. The second time since August. It's for the best as I see he is not willing to change. I am changing and making progress in my f2f meetings, couseling, support group for abused women, open AA meetings every Friday and I just starte...	albertarose	9	677	Mar 24, 2007 by albertarose
	alcoholic game or real threat (Preview) AH called me at work crying and carrying on that he was going to "do something" and wanted to say goodbye to me. I didn't run home, he has done this before, but he also called various family members, including his college age daughters, who all began calling me at work, and then he called a...	evey	12	697	Mar 24, 2007 by evey
	Please accept my amends (Preview) Hi Everyone, Recently I posted something about how I was looking for the "recovery" on this board and it was hard to find, this was after reading what felt like the upteenth self obsessed "poor me" vent from someone who claimed to have like loads of recovery and years in the prog...	Alanoner	9	553	Mar 23, 2007 by drucilla06
	Was I in that much denial? (Preview) Hi Friends, I don't even recognize the man I have been married to for 33 years. We haven't lived together for 2 years. I cannot believe the things he says and does. Was I in denial all those years of marriage? Did I want him to be who I wanted him to be? We use to talk about our values of money and child...	nmike	8	645	Mar 23, 2007 by drucilla06
	Nice to hear (Preview) ((((((((Family)))))))), A called me at work this afternoon. He called and said: " I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate you and all you do. I don't say it often enough, but I do." Oh he prefaced this by saying, "I'm not drinking." (He's been sober 10 month...	Karilynn	12	503	Mar 23, 2007 by lin0606
	Do I Belong Here? (Preview) My name is Teresa and I'm fairly certain the answer is yes, but in reading a few of the posts here, I'm wondering if this is the place I need to come or not. It seems that many people here are family and friends of people who are not trying to work on their disease, and they are trying to deal with tha...	eyeteach1	5	589	Mar 23, 2007 by CJ
	GS Cookies are OVER!!!! (Preview) And I am doing the happy leader dance. The girls did great, though, earning around $700.00 for their troop. Now I have to help them spend it!!! Every year, I say I am not going to let the GS Cookie sale take over my life, but they still do. So I have written a little humor to share with my fellow leaders, le...	ShelBell	9	560	Mar 23, 2007 by jajanma
	i think i am wrong (Preview) i am not letting my ex see the kids.last friday he confessed to me that he had been reading all of my journals, had broken into my computer, had hidden under my deck to see what i doing. then he was very very disrespectful of me, my family and my friends. so, the little trust (or denile) i had was gone and i de...	serendipity	5	395	Mar 23, 2007 by lin0606
	In whose time.... (Preview) (((((My Special Family))))) What does it take to live life at your own pace? I got in a panic this week because my AW who I have been sperated from for 5 months now, declared that when her lease is up " she's coming home ". Well, since she has declared that she is not ready to stop drinking, I...	rtexas	6	542	Mar 23, 2007 by emma
	Question about the disease (Preview) Okay I thought maybe i understood the disease but I guess I further progress into rebuilding myself, there are new things I am seeing. Basically I am curious to know, does an A see the changes his spouse maybe going through. Does it affect them? and if it does has anyones A acted out cause they didn'...	kopkreations	7	551	Mar 23, 2007 by MsgBo
	I Hope These are Healing Tears, Cos I am Drowning! (Preview) For the last couple of weeks, I have been beseiged by torrents of tears. These can happen any time.....riding in the car with hubby driving, us not even talking, just going to the grocery. This morning at a fast food restaurant, eating breakfast with him. All day yesterday, on my birthday. I don'...	Becky1	12	780	Mar 23, 2007 by debilyn
	Some one please explain this MIRC chat to me like I am a 3 year old (Preview) UGGGHHHH! I downloaded this mirc thing and I just can not understand it. I wish I would be able to get java totally downloaded but something keeps happening. I feel like a fool. Please someone help me in either direction mirc or java or both. I am totally lost and calling it a day on that one.	hippietrippiechick	1	328	Mar 23, 2007 by debilyn
	Dearest Friends (closed) (Preview) I have chosen to delete the threads about prejudice, or not prejudice comments. I feel we need to do our best to be supportive, loving, and stick to our alanon sharing. Want to add, I am sure the comments were never meant to hurt anyone on purpose. Please remember a lot of us are already very tender with wh...	debilyn	6	650	Mar 23, 2007 by debilyn
	Al Anon lessons (Preview) Dear ((((Roomies))))))) Since finding the rooms of Al Anon I've looked back at my life to see if I could learn any patterns that were sabotaging me, where I was sabotaging myself. Has anyone else found themselves sabotaging themselves? --- And how have you stopped the cycle? This is a bit long...	emma	4	576	Mar 23, 2007 by nmike
	Forgive me (HP) for I have sinned... (Preview) ..... it's been a few weeks since my last confession. LOL - I have worried more than once a day that my life isn't all it should be. - I have pushed my will on others at least twice - I put my plans on hold in lieu of what my A wanted me to do instead only to be disappointed. - I voiced anger over anoth...	rtexas	2	319	Mar 23, 2007 by debilyn
	having a bad day (Preview) It is very strange that the days my A is depressed i am strong, but the days he is ok... i am the one depressed. I am the one who cancelled the wedding. I am the one who is taking over the home loan. I am the one making all the decisions to move on... Yet i am so sad. i spend so many days just happy that this part of my...	arty	5	320	Mar 22, 2007 by nmike
	My 14 year old Boston Terrier passed away today. (Preview) She had been ill with Canine Cushing's Disease for about a year. She also had bladder cancer and arthritis. But she was not suffering, and she was happy. Just about 30 minutes ago, she lost the use of all four of her little legs, and the vet believes she had a stroke. God I am so sad. She has been my...	Diva	25	1646	Mar 22, 2007 by Diane43
	Stupd Question (Preview) I keep reading posts about having a sponsor and the 12 steps--is this true for members of Al-Anon as well as AA? I'm confused...do I need a sponsor if I'm not an alcoholic?	eyeteach1	4	383	Mar 22, 2007 by Friendofyours
	stuck (Preview) I feel like everytime I get used to something or think it's OK then I am reminded that really it sucks. THe A picked me up 30 minutes late from work, whick was silly because we only live 7 driving minutes from home. typical. Then we go to the park garden and it is nice out and he starts trying to cut the flo...	RainyJamie	6	342	Mar 22, 2007 by RainyJamie
	Do I Belong Here? (Preview) My name is Teresa and I'm fairly certain the answer is yes, but in reading a few of the posts here, I'm wondering if this is the place I need to come or not. It seems that many people here are family and friends of people who are not trying to work on their disease, and they are trying to deal with tha...	eyeteach1	2	373	Mar 22, 2007 by lin0606
	Am I normal? (Preview) Daer MIP family! I am new here and I am not native speaker, so I hope you will understand what Iwant to say. I am an adult child of alcoholic. It is a long time since I do not live in my parents house, I have my own family and attend Al-Anon for 3 years. This program is wonderfull but in our country it is wor...	eva	4	597	Mar 22, 2007 by ally
	This is all new to me (Preview) I went to my first Al-anon meeting, and it felt really good, but also very frightening. My father was an alcoholic for the thirteen years I lived with him, and I'm sure he still is till this day, but I wouldn't know because I haven't talked to him in so long. I was nervous about attending Al-Anon because I a...	shannon	7	498	Mar 22, 2007 by abbyal
	How do I separate alcoholism detachement from love detachment (Preview) Hi all, I am new here, I believe I have come along way in dealing with my husbands alcholism and not only that but in realizing I have to move on myself. I didn't realize until just before unitl I read a article on detachment that I have gone through that phase or going through it more like it. I hav...	kopkreations	6	769	Mar 22, 2007 by kopkreations
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