The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
It is 4:49 am, and I am just now calming down. I woke up and was the most major "Oscar the Grouch" to my A and life itself. I just bitched and whined. I don't know why. I just went off.. I am feeling tired. My body hurts and I know I need to get to the doctor but I have no way to get there. Maybe mom or dad will take me tomorrow. I promised I would never enter the doors of the local emergency room again. Maybe the one up the road, but not this one.
Here, everyone is gettting sick from the weather being so nice sometimes, then the temp dropping. it is crazy. I feel crazy. A is sleeping or pretending.
I don't care if we talk or not. I just want some peace in my life.
My physical pain keeps me from being happy sometimes.
Just had to post. don't know what it means but I had to.
Stacie
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This is HippieTrippieChick Signing Off
Be blessed and have a wonderful day.
Remember God loves you.
PEACE
I am up too and have a pain disorder and mental health problems. My pain disorder also has a sleep disorder with it. I can remember my extreme mood swings before I got my medications regulated. I can really feel for you and when I read your other posts too. The important thing is you are reaching out and learning. Don't be so hard on yourself and work at finding out what will help you the best. From a person that use to sound like you in your posts, there is hope that things will change and level out. fluffy :)
