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Light now, omg I have to get dressed and go out. Last night was awful and scarey and my guts are like jello.
A huge branch came down Sissy and Walters house and went thru the roof. I am praying it did not go in very far.
I see the WHOLE ROOF is off the addition on the barn. It is all blown apart.
The ponds are overflowing there are creeks coming down everywhere. I hope the tarp did not come off my hay.
Power was off, cell was dead. The dogs and I cuddled and I used my head lamp to read and eat an apple last night. Thank God for my feather bed and feather comforter and warm dogs...
It is still pouring rain and dark. I need feed. Called my brother tom asked him if he could come get me after work. He says no. nice. He says he has to come home go into the store and blah blah. how nice for him living at mommies.
He is mad at me becuz i would not go on two drives with him in his RV. He does not get it I cannot just leave here with out preparation. PLUS I am married and will not go off with a single man. NO way. I know you guys, or most do not understand, thanks for accepting me though.
The Bible is clear about it.
anyway so I guess I have to get out and make some diversion ditches to start with. gotta block off this one room with a floor for the goats and llamas as they were in the addition.
I hope my Barn is ok. It is horrible though, all the stalls have at least a foot of mud in them except the end where the horses are. out of feed, great. Well I tell ya, and some you know is true. I will NOT be talking to TomiT anymore. He did not even ask whatcha need deb? OH my meds would be nice....geez.
A friend? I think not. I would have done about anything for him, and have. da da da another one bites the dust......
Poppypuppy has someone coming today at three. I hope she likes him. I sure don't see how she wouldn't. He is so cute and what a good dog. Has a brain!
I know you all think I am crazy, but last night and now I miss my husband so much. See what it does when you allow yourself to need someone? then they go away. I sit here and try to think of someone to call to help me. I feel so bad being so stuck. He and his disease got me in a place that is so difficult.
It is hard enough to have almost lost all my loved ones,but to be stuck and not feel I can ask for help, and when I do, my own brother says no. I will write him a goodbye card. What i mean is I could ask family, they helped me and I them. But they are all dead.
I am sorry.I don't know what to do. I don't think I have ever felt so low. You know I share everything. You guys are so good to me to listen.
I gotta get dressed and go outside and see if I can fix something. check my babies.
I think my feedstore will deliver, they charge ten bucks but that is ok. He will hold a check for me and I got a donation from a gal on my alanon list. so nice, in remembrance of Fat Girl her cute Basset/lab/border collie/spaniel mix? cutest dog. Soooo nice of her!
Prayers would be nice. mom is not scheduled for the biopsy yet. pray for her too would ya? She is finally breaking down from losing our dearAndy.
i will bounce back. I love yous, debilyn slave and loves it, to Eden
I know how much you love Eden, it must be horrible to see it in disarray. You and all of Eden are in my prayers for the help you need to put it back in order. Take care.
My hugs and prayers for you and your beloved Eden. I am glad you are okay and your animals are too. I am sorry you are missing your hubby so badly, it is so tough when things go bad and you need comfort, and you miss the favorite person in your life. I pray for you that you find strength to know that HP is there with you, comforting you. We are all with you, and we all really care and love you.
You are where you are now for a reason, and you give me strength just hearing your words. You love life fully, and you experience it fully. Things will get better and you will be stronger. Thanks for sharing your strength and hope and your pain with us, too. I believe that sharing that makes you stronger.
I saw the storms out there. My girlfriend are in the thick of it too. Can't call them to check on them as they have no power and are reserving the cell phone for emergencies only. I will keep you and all your beloved animals in my prayers tonight.
Love and blessings to you and all at Potter's Eden. Stay safe.
Live strong,
Karilynn & Pipers Kitty
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You sound just a wee bit frazzled my dear! I am so sorry about your barn. I am so glad that neither you nor your animals were hurt. I hope that you will have the energy to do what needs to be done and your feed can get delivered and all works out well!!!
You must be in Washington? My family is there and the power was still out yesterday from the storms. I hope everything will get better! I know how hard it is when you wish so much you had someone to lean on and there's just no one. Stay strong!
Hate to hear about the bad weather - after going thru a hurricane last year I can imagine how bad everything must look. Please know that I am thinking about you & all those precious animals.
Your post always describe each animal in such detail. Even though I am not a real big "animal" person - I do feel like I am beginning to know each one of your animal friends & I'm praying that all are safe. I know that our HP loves the animals as much as you do so I'm sure He will be sending help your way soon.
Hope that you have the comfort that you need soon. Grateful that you are a friend and part of the MIP Family,
Best Wishes,
Rita
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