I have just managed to send off my first chapter for the doctorate I am studying. It is late and my supervisor has been probably really been irritated by my indecisiveness which I am working on with the help of the programme. I really hope its going to be ok and am very anxious about it but hey at least it been posted. Of course it does not seem to have emailed properly as it is a large file but I have posted it also. I know my Hp has been looking out for me for this as the supervisor contacted me earlier during the week and this is unusual, it would be my place to contact him. I responded and sent an honest email about where I am and what place I was in. I also apologised. Why I have heard nothing since, I have sent the promised chapter and strangely I am not as anxious as what I would be be normally. I have range of alcoholic behaviours to deal with the Christmas with the ex-A. This year he gave our son a bike, three weeks early, I have managed to detach a little from that as I now realise he has his own concepts of reality.