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I have been depressed all week. Go home, go to bed, no dinner. Get up early, go to my early job before the normal one starts. Don't want to talk to AH, too awkward. So sad. I feel as if my heart is broken. Thought I would go to a meeting last night, backed out on myself, went home, went to bed at 8:00 p.m. - no dinner.
WELL.... TODAY is a new day! I am sick and tired of letting someone else's actions ruin my mind and body. My lungs are filled with smoke because I don't care and I am smoking cigarettes like a crazy person. I got up this morning and got on that treadmill. Even 30 minutes,and I feel different today. I am NOT letting anyone get in my way. I am a happy, giving, nice person and I don't want to be depressed. Life is too short.
I am having dinner with my cousin tonite, then we are going to a meeting. Tomorrow AH says he wants to take me to the art museum (if not, I will do something else, will think of a plan B), then we have a party to go to. Then Sunday I am hooking up with a friend and going to the flea market.
Finances are fine (for me and my bills, and the house). I should be thankful. I have tons of friends and great family. I am not going to worry about whether I should leave, or stay, or the holidays being ruined. I am letting go and enjoying the moment.
I have to. Thanks for listening, and thanks for all of your wisdom and support. I hope you all have good plans for taking care of you this weekend!!!
Good for you !! Sounds like you have a great weekend planned. I love that you are thinking about about your plan B's just in case. You have given me some inspiration to take care of myself this weekend. I agree be thankful for what you do have and don't worry about what will happen or what you don't have. You deserve to live free and happy.
Hugs,
Twinmom~
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"The people who don't mind matter and the people who mind, don't matter". (Dr. Seuss)
I have to work all weekend, and my day off today was filled with errands. But I am home now, and hubby is driving Pipers Kitty with turkey calls (he's practicing for the season)! I'm doing laundry and enjoying the rest of the evening. Now I could complain about doing the chores because I'm feeling a bit under the weather. On the other hand if that's all I have to complain about, then I better stop whining!
Have a wonderful weekend. Love and blessings to you and the kitties.
Live strong, Karilynn & Pipers Kitty
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It's your life. Take no prisoners. You will have it your way.
I agree be thankful for what you do have and don't worry about what will happen or what you don't have. You deserve to live free and happy. 
Love and blessings to you and the kitties.