The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Sweet friend in my soul, my teacher, my liaison to myself, thank you for being in my life. I smile as I ponder this “spiritual urgency” as I am reminded that my spirit is not bound by the confines of time. And yet, I thank you for the help I am about to receive, and for which I eagerly await.
I am reminded to not allow myself to be diminished by the desire of others to convince me or anyone else that I am less than special, well meaning, and compassionate.
While within my heart grows a sense of relief that what is best for us is now coming to pass, on the surface comes the tangled web of accusation, and pain.
How can I change? How can I find what feels best? How can I evolve into that which I am, a peaceful soul who wishes the best for us all? How can I let go of the arguments, find the strength to pick myself up and meet my responsibilities with poise and grace?
How can I remember that I am a loving person, while passing through the shadows of turmoil, the temptations that bring on the echoes of old conditioning and fear? How can I surrender my reactions, and receive divine responses?
All of my life, sweet divinity has shown itself to me in miracles and in love. How can I bless the “talents” bestowed upon me? How can I show myself, to me? How can I best assure my loved ones I love them, whether or not we live together? How can I go forth from this moment on, re-identifying with God with every breath I take? How can I remember my blessings, in the moments that I forget?
Hi Mac , that was nice thanks. for me I have learned to not question God anymore for I have learned that he does have a solution for my problem, ,may not be what I had in mind but none the less I try to accept it gracfully . and believe me I don't always do that.
I know longer ask why , I watch and wait usually he speaks to me thru other people thier solutions etc . I find this by going to meetings sharring my life good and bad with others and try to not question his choices. I heard a lady say that God took everything from her she ever wanted so that she could have what she needed. I am still working on that one . I am not there yet.
That was wonderful.....I so love to read your posts.....remember dear friend you are a lovely man, and a great father....and that is the best of the best in my opinion...what more is there really.....
Stay Strong....be happy....let go and just let God...he will give you the answers you need in his time