"There is a formula here, and if it's not here, it's in the next book.  (Believing) a formula for everything!  My main character defect is believing my defect is not a defect."   ---from an alanon tape.

(It has taken me many years to reach this insight.  And still shake my head when I uncover a defect in my thinking.  I am good at math, so there has to be a logical explanation for everything !  ROFLMAO  So....I am that persistent in getting answers to my questions.  Sometimes, there just isn't a logical answer.  And I have wasted a lot of time and energy on worry, etc.)