The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Amidst all the chaos at the moment LOL packing boxes everywhere, garbage, collections calling, giving up and letting go of all the ways I could possibly salvage this situation, I am sitting here this morning in my chair watching my puppy sleep on the floor next to me. He's on his back, next to some stairs all four legs spread wide open, snoring louder than you can imagine. I can see his scar from being neutered, i know it bothered him when it was done, that he did not understand why it was done etc. And yet here he is wide open trusting nothing will happen to him. I want to go rub his belly but I don't want to ruin that moment of seeing absolute trust. I can't wait to trust my life and surroundings enought o lay belly up, heart wide open again someday.
