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I am getting ready to leave. I have been up since almost 8 am. I have feed all but 8 dogs, we have 29. My A is still in bed. I know she is awake. I still have to unload the truck from our sale saturday.
She has not drank since Saturday.
I am wondering why we buy groceries at all. My A has told a freind of ours that she feels she does everything around here & I am not pulling my weight so she is not going to cook anything for me. We have a refrigerator full of food that is going to rot before it gets used. I hate wasting money. yes I can cook. she is a much more creative cook. I look the kitchen and see nothing to fix . she can look in there and create a 3 course meal.
I have a lot more to say but I have to go get ready since I obviously am not getting her help. I feel I should not have to ask for her help. I did ask her yesterday to help unload the truck. The outdoor dogs did not get feed or they are feed late. Who exactly is not doing what here? AAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Ok, I will remember how to spell your screen name really soon instead of writing it down everytime!!!Very creative by the way She hasn't drank since Saturday? Just remember it always gets worse before it gets better...but a bad always turns out as a good...hmmmm...just don't want to discourage ya here!!!
i know it is soooo easy to get frustrated, feel helpless when events (me) and people (u) make ya powerless..........but that is what we are....POWERLESS
this am, it was events AGAIN for me, cuz i cut out all the toxic people in my life, so events are gonnna hammer me...same thing, i began to fight it this am, and "lose it" finally i just threw up my hands, and said to i don't know who, "do what ya gotta do....i am outta here" and i put my shoes on, went to work, and just called a dear friend, and vented, got comfort and now i am making a LIST....HOW i can take care of me and the first thing wa s "QUIET me DOWN"....so i can than "SLOW down" "easy does it" and let the karma disolve out of not receiving any energy from me........
She hasn't drank since Saturday? Just remember it always gets worse before it gets better...but a bad always turns out as a good...hmmmm...just don't want to discourage ya here!!!
