The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
it feels like an eternity since i was here daily..posting my life story.. i miss it and i miss u guys.
im doing really well. im working away... writing a novel (no less), and generally keeping busy, im meeting up with friends more...and doing creative projects to help me heal as a person.
i know i am still sooo full of anger and hurt from the whole situation from my "A"...one thing i do know is that my "trust issues" that i had with him have been carried forward to all males now... moreso then what it was before...
i want a "guy".. but i dont want a relationship..and all the crap that goes with it... i think my friend described it well as...u dont want a boyf.. u just need a f**k buddy... (my mothr wud drop if she heard that phrase being used) lol...
i hope all is well with all of u... i check in every now and then... i havent heard from CYN or BOBUMP in a while.. i hope they are o.k
well i just wanted to check in and say that..."time is a great healer"... it does work... but u have to focus on YOU!
and discover who u are again.. its easy to get lost... but hard to find ur way back...
talk soon guys... love you all... thank you for being my foundation when the walls came crumbling down around me..i will always be indebtedto each and evry one of u that helped me along this journey.. we all know how strong we need to be.