Yes, things do come out better. I am so much happier after Arizona! I have been feeling so much better since my boyfriend & I have been back together since the big misunderstanding & fight we had last March 31st. We may still have trust issues but at least there is forgiveness. I am staying on my side of the street. I am working my Program & letting him know my needs. I just want him to realize that I can be trusted & that he can count on me. I love this man so much & want to stay healthy in the process.

The question I have though is: When will I ever totally feel secure enough to be totally honest with my feelings & really be able to express them? This is my dilemma. I will continue to soul-search & pray for the answers. I am a worthy child of God & deserve to be loved, cared for & understood.

May everyone on this forum find the respect & love they so deserve!

Love Kathleen