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level.
Well i think i really hit rock bottom this week. I felt like my life was totally out of control. I did something that i totally regret to a friend and it was taken the wrong way. I have tried to make amends but to no avail.
When I hit rock bottom my AH was at home and we had a long chat. I told him that I was sorry that he felt that he had to drink because of my injury.(that was one of his excuses) He must have taken it to heart because he called up an old friend that goes to AA and asked if he could go to a meeting with him. So its been 3 days of no drinking ( but i'm not holding my breath.)
On the up side i went to a different f2f meeting and found a new sponsor. It happens to be an old friend's mom that i have known for years, and lives in the same neighbourhood as i do.
So now if things could be right agian with my dear friend then i would feel that my life is totally coming together.