It is ironic & I can see humor in HP ~ showing me to "lighten up".  Nothing about my personality is light, I'm introspective, philospohical, literal & analytical... those facets of how my mind work never go away.  But I love to laugh, do so often esp at myself & find off color & very dark ~ comedy.

So I went out to 'clear out' my vehicle today...  found two screws & my alanon 'butterfly' chip.  Souveneirs, now I have a screw (or two)   I did still have my huge river rock I took from Pebble Beach, smaller than a football, 1/2 the size.  I loe rocks, crystals, it prolly 10 pounds, smooth & feels so nice in your hand ~ could knock someone out w/ it.  A fond memory of my marriage, when he screamed at me for creating a felony & 'stealing' the rock from precious Carmel or wherever it is, hahaa.

Well good riddens to bad/old times.  So I forgive my ex addict, feds call 3 weeks later....  I keep changing.  'Rents hate my changes, the ripple effect you know!  The A doesn't care, he just doesn't like my new effect on my mother.  Well, the ex emotionally tormented me, for hours on end, taunting me & yelling/screaming at me... said in the most evil voice, several times, "you'll NEVER have another convertible again."

So of course on his b-day in 2000 ~ mom had me that pretty car!  Not like I didn't pay, but it was the principal of the thing or an addict's spite.  Gren, tan leather seats & top... she was pretty.  So the end of the ex is over...  including the fact that the car was tied to his birthday.  A new beginning for me.  I've wanted the batmobile from day one, turbo stealth '93 - black - & kept detailed & garaged all along.  A is such a show off! haha, my poor car had turned into a (truck) construction vehicle.

It's a lot safer than getting a car at auction... he just dumped 6K into it, selling for 2K & I'll have some extra seed money to get a job & not fret in the meantime like I was starting to get desperate feelings again.  So I saw the godsend I get the bat mobile & I'll keep it clean unlike my other car.  A kept it pristine.  nada says it's work 5-7K, so I was thrilled when she phoned back to say, "A doesn't want his car" yeah - I had forgotten.  Sent him an nice e-mail to solidify the deal. 

Hope he gets a truck, he ought to be a 'real' Texan by now! haha

And the new (old Steath) has such a tight turning radius, it's like a spider, I swear it can see it's own behind!  And it rumbles super loud    I'll have to get a new audio thingy, he dumped coffee recently into the radio so no tunes ~ just SO happy to have a car that I know is clean & I've always coveted it. 

A was gone when I Blessed the house, I belssed my mom' truck & my car w/ the St Nektarious oil.  I'll have to Bless my house & the dodge too. 

This will help the A too, he's wanted a different car for a long time. lots of changes everywhere & I feel grateful, grateful I didn't have to go on a long car hunt! I'm not broken anywhere, HP wanted to push some issues, they will be pushed & I have already learned lessons in this.  God's will be done!

love, -Kitty