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NORMALLY, I DONT LIKE TO GO INTO DETAIL BUT THE BONEHEAD INCIDENT AH IS INTO TONITE ALMOST TOPS HIS TOP BONEHEAD INCIDENTS IN THE PAST
AH DRINKS CONTINUIALLY BUT HAD TO DO SOME BANK BUSINESS TODAY SO HE WAS SOMEWHAT SOBER. HE TAKES HIS CAR[HE HAS NO INSURANCE ON, NO PUFFER DEVICE AND RESTRICTED LISCENSE AND 2 WARRENTS] TO THE BANK. AFTERWARDS, HE GOES TO CARLS JR AND HAS A HUGE SEIZURE,CUTS HIS HEAD OPE,
AMBULANCE TAKES HIM TO HOSPITAL WHERE HE IS MENDED,EXAMINED AND RELEASED TO A TAXI, THE ASSUME IS TAKING HIM HOME. MIND U, I DONT DRIVE SOO . HE DOESNT WANT HIS PRECIOUS CAR OVERNIGHT SO PAIN PILLS INSIDE HIM, HAS CAB TAKE HIM TO CAR. HE SEES THAT HE LOCKED HIS KEYS IN THE CAR!!!! NO INSURANCE,NO TOW AND THE CAB TOOK HIM THE WRONG WAY ETC. ANYWAY, HE HAS NO CELLPHONE BECAUSE HE LEFT IT HERE AT HOME. SO HE GETS THIS GUY WHO WORKS AT A STORE TO GET HIS GIRLFRIEND TO TAKE HIM HOME TO PICK UP SPARE KEYS AND GET BACK TO BANK PARKING LOT SO HE CAN DRIVE THIS WAY HOME. MEANWHILE CAR SHOWS UP WITH THE STRANGERS AND HE TAKES PAPERWRAPPED BOTTLE OF U KNOW WHAT!!! ,PUTS IT IN TRUNK AND THINKS I DIDNT SEE. THEN THEY DRIVE HIM BACK FOR HIS CAR. HE HAS BEEN LYING TO ME THAT HE HAS BEEN TAKING HIS SEIZURE MEDS EVIDENTLY AND HAS THROWN UP SO MUCH,THEY WOULD HAVE DISSOLVED ANYWAY. HE HASNT EATTEN IN DAYS.
THANK G-D HE WASNT IN THE CAR AT THE SEIZURE TIME. SOMEBODY[IES] WOULD HAVE BEEN KILLED
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR NOW U CAN SEE WHY IM MUST GET AWAY FROM THIS DRAMA GGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Yeah that does sound unbelievable except for the disease we are involved with intimately. God I do remember that stuff and ...also the journey out of it. I made an inventory of people, places and things which I could turn to for emergency help and used it in spite of her screaming and crying. It was my new part to play and I played it as well as I could. God Bless Yarn...((((hugs))))
Oh Alyce - positive thoughts headed your way! So glad it's a new day and you are one step closer to your truth, your life and your recovery!!
Hang in there.....and - the insanity of this disease is at times almost unbelievable!!
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Practice the PAUSE...Pause before judging. Pause before assuming. Pause before accusing. Pause whenever you are about to react harshly and you will avoid doing and saying things you will later regret. ~~~~ Lori Deschene
At times like that all I can do is repeat 'Not my circus, not my circus, not my circus".
Can you get to a meeting and spend some time with semi-sane people? That always helps
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If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see? (Lewis Caroll)
