The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I had written it around 1 year ago, and it was a list of the "most important" things that I wanted to achieve. Now everything on the list was something that, at the time, I thought was unobtainable. It was, for me, a pie in the sky "wish list".
Check out what was on it.
Get my license. Check!!
Quit smoking or at least cut down. (I believe I have been smoke free for...wow, it must be 12 months in May. Wow!!!)
Re-enroll at uni and get degree. (Well, it's in progess).
Find paid work that is outside the house. (Check!)
Rejoin and start selling (for a cosmetic etc company I sell for). Check, actually had a meeting about this yesterday and am organising to do a free fundraiser at my daughter's school, great way to introduce myself to the school community and also cross off the next item on the list...
"get some real live friends".
Now thats inspiring, to realise that somehow in this crazy exhausting emotionally horrific year I actualy accomplished everything on my "impossible" list and went further and did the thing I thought I could never do....moved on without ABF.
Time for a new list I guess!!! I think I'll keep that one though, what a great well timed reminder to remind me to be brave, have faith and just keep doing the next right thing.
Cool.
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If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see? (Lewis Caroll)
So wonderful to hear accomplishments!!! Gives me so much hope and inspires me. I hope soon I to can look back at what I've turned around and give myself a pat on the back!!! One day at a time!! Keep on keeping on miss Melissa.
If you are depressed, you are living in the past. If you are anxious, you are living in the future. If you are at peace, you are living in the present. - Lao Tzu