Im sorry kissers, that sounds awful. Alcoholism is horrible disease. I hope your safe now. My suggestion is go to your nearest alanon meeting and get some support. It could be that the reasons you ended up with this type of relationship need to be explored, or maybe not, but i know i was with an alcoholic for my own issues and it was my own recovery program that made me aware of them and are helping me work on them to make sure if i ever want another relationship it will be healthier and safer for me.

(((Kissers))) I am so very sorry to read this You have taken a huge step by reaching out here . I am gald that you have done so.

As others have suggested, contacting the police, finding a Battered Woman's support group and shelter are all forms of support that are available to you and that will help you to cope and find peace .

You are not alone and there is hope.

 

 

(((((Kissers))))) I apologize for each and every time you were physically and mentally and verbally abused.  No one should be a victim to that kind of treatment ever and we perpetrators past and present need a commitment and courage to getting help for ourselves and righting the wrongs we have visited on victims who hardly deserved it.  Go to a Family Protection or Services Agency and ask for help.  Remove yourself from the danger as fast and as best as you can without allowing your perpetrator any information as to where you are and file police reports and get medical evidence.  Perpetrators of violence are often alcoholics and addicts and not in control of their thoughts, feelings and behaviors.  In support.  (((((hugs)))))