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mjferg


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I went out to do some shopping  today and I walked by the shelf with books and magazines,I looked at the books and i picked one up,I couldn't remember the last time I just sat quietly and read a book.Everything seems so different, like all my senses are exaggerated!!,It is like I am coming out of  a bad dream.Was I that crazy that I lost touch with reality?



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You are coming out of a bad dream Mary- The negative tools I used to enable me to live with the insanity of this disease was denial of reality and pretend all was well- I guess I would say that this was losing toucn with reality

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  Your HP is giving you a taste of what your life can be...pretty awesome, huh?



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mjferg


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hmm, yes loosing touch with Mary,I used to be an avid reader.



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I like that your HP showed you that!!

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Yes very awesome 



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mjferg


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this stuff is pretty deep isn't it,one moment I feel almost giddy with excitement and the next I am in tears.

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Mary
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Yes, that describes the process very well. Welcome to recovery. :)


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It has been described to me during my journey as "miracles beyond my wildest dreams"...which is accurate because I could never have dreamed up this recovery.  Keep coming back.  ((((hugs)))) wink



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milkwood


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(((((Mary)))))

I also love that feeling of picking up a new book and that feeling of openness to the world that makes me feel elated. Is that your lovely tabby cat in the picture?

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mjferg


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That is Willow,she is my baby!!She is a manx,they are born without tails.She is my first manx cat and I adore her .they are very sweet cats.



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