I have so many moments where I feel confused & misinformed. I guess what I am trying to say is this: I don't know much about cell phones but I am getting frustrated because I am running out of data! I have spent a lot of the weekend trying to find entertaining ways to keep myself busy. I acquired so much info that I got on overload. At least there was a warning.

I finally told my mom about her van. She got really quiet. I guess she is realizing about the wreckage of her past. No date on when she will be released yet. She is going to have a bad time when she gets out. I know that I can say & only do so much while she is in there. I just hope she doesn't lose it over all of this stuff. I have beat to death all the stuff I have been through w/ my mom since she returned to where she used to live before she moved down south. I hope that I don't have to continue this chaotic time of my & my husband's life. He doesn't deserve to go through what he has already been through w/ her. He is not drinking or using anything to get through all of this. She was determined to get back at him. For what? All he ever does is try to help her. I hope that when she returns for however long, that she stays out of our business & doesn't make us a part of hers.

So, here I sit w/ anticipation & hopefully some kind of relief. I am hoping that it is all good. Cause after all, it is what it is & at the moment, I can't change anything except my outlook on life.

Hang in w/ me, I think it is going to be a bumpy ride!

Kathleen