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Abf got up this morning and asked me what I was doing on the couch I said cause I didn't feel comfortable sleeping with you then I asked for my house key and he said he would give it to me as soon as he got his stuff packed and outside he had someone lined up to come get him ,I asked him a few ?s and he said that he would. he said he borrowed money to rent a place but he lied agin,then I asked him another? And he said on up in the. Or ing he said he would prolly have to live with this girl u till he could get him a place,I said she didn't have alace abf said that she has a place now but he has told me that she was a lesbian few mths back but his stuff is packed up sitting on my. back deck he got on phone to give them directions and then he walked off I guess he walked to meett them down on the highway he said he would be back later to get his wolf ceramics.well he has been gone a foot for over an hour now .im sure they done picked him up but they didn't come back here to get his stuff.dont know where he went with them whoever it is .yes I'm started crying in front of him couldn't help it it's like all this was preplanned,I said I guess you call this ended he said yes that what else would u call it when I ask for my key and told him to get out yesterday but he said that not me.anyway here I sit all alone day 1,I feel like my throughout just got sliced it hurts soooo much.  He is gone I'll miss the man I fell in love with dearly,im already. missing him ,it's hurting .i guess he didn't want me to see who come to pick him up they'll prolly wait until I'm not here or up in the. Nite to come get his stuff.so I can't see them.

 

 



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I'm sorry you are in pain dear, I remember it well. When my ex picked up his stuff one of the things he said was "for what it's worth, I'm sorry". I remember turning sharply away and saying NO, you don't get to be a nice guy here, and I went out back to cry. The #1 thing I got from Al-Anon during that time was the strength to keep him away unless he met certain conditions. The slogan - Nothing changes if nothing changes ran through my head whenever he tried to appeal to my emotions. He only barely tried the conditions and as time away from him went on, I gained strength and perspective. I knew that I could not go back to the way it had been - the screaming fights, the accusations, the chaos - it HAD to change; and it did change because I changed what I could - me.

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I'm sorry you are hurting Looking up, can you get to a meeting anytime soon? In the meantime I am sending you enveloping hugs and soothing prayers. This too shall pass.

It does not sound as if your boyfriend has treated you at all well, and even in this conversation it sounds like he was taunting you. I must admit that I felt relieved when I saw the title of your post because although it dents our pride if the other party says they are leaving, you have not had to deal with the fear of his responses or any feelings of guilt. Its OK to cry and I'm sure you are probably thinking of the good things that you miss, but you've also described some really horrible things as well. Walk tall when you unfurl, you've survived a lot of mistreatment and you deserve so much better lovely lady. ((((((Hugs))))))) Your HP will look after you. Stay strong and when those tears have dried, maybe think about something lovely that you can do for yourself - there is so much more ahead of you.


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Lu I am sorry you are in such pain and suggest, as the others have done  that you please take care of yourself. Check out a meeting, say the serenity prayer, and take care of you.

I checked on the link you posted and am concerned that posting his FB picture here might not be a good idea. .Anonymity is extremely important and although he is indeed handsome . I have deleted the link



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I'm so sorry for that link I couldn't delete it accidentally popped up there,I had no idea that it was his Facebook.wow sorry about that.

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Great glad you understand

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He has gone and come back before and I would not be surprised if it happened again.  People generally stay the way they are.

I wonder if it might be worth thinking about why you would miss a man who could do this kind of thing.  What is there about him to miss?  I mean it seriously.  There is something you're missing that he has or seems to have.  When you know what that thing is, maybe it will be possible to get it from someone who can do a healthy relationship.



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hugs, hang on to us tight. my way of healing was facing the truth that the man I fell in love with all my life was dead. he is. I call myself a widow.

Do what you can for you. have good food around, good water, read good books. the farside always helps me. good funny movies. whatever i takes! meetings. in time take that neighbor cookies. a manfriend is nice too uno.

hugs honey

 



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I am sorry for your pain, lookingup.  I hope you can get to a meeting asap.



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