Me and a friend went walking this early morning gonna start everyday doing this and it actually felt great.funny how strange it feels when you actually start taking care of myself .im hoping this will be a ongoing thing for me.i need it.my bf  just acting diff.i dont know what his motives are and I'm only wanting to study myself work on me.till I get to the point that he is the last thing I think about put him in back of my mind as far as I can push him back and hopefully soon I'll be able to say just what in the world did I ever see in him,then that will be when I'll be strong enough to get him out of my life completely and be done I'm tired of greiveing myself to death over him I still grieve and he is here with me.thats crazy to me. Getting back onto my step one today I'm taking it slow with my step work,for step one is starting to sink in my brain.