I've been wondering also as on another post that I read is why do I stay and the answer came to me in an instant of course my a came back into my life 2and a half yrs ago today I've forgotten what it was like being without him,I'm gotten closer to him these 2and a half yrs is all it takes for me to get closer to them and all has been pretty good until he messed up in a drug ring thinking he was gonna get rich quick lol only to suffer lots of consequences he hasn't got locked up. It some of his drug buddies have and to top it off his affair of course,today also he is as sweet I couldn't pour suger on him and it melt quick enough,but for how long will it last well until he runs into it again I guess,god is in control of this sit. And I've got to let him take control and learn to let go of it all.ty.........I know I'm posting a lot I don't know if there's a limit we have on this board to post or not if so plz let me know cause I'm posting more than ever cause I know I've got to get I to my recovery and sink my head in.to keep my sanity,I don't want to end up in a mental facility or health break down of a stroke that's what I believe an a can lead us all to if we keep on a keeping on with them and their foolishness