Thanks to the forum and our family circumstances, I finally made it to my first meeting!! Feels great! I have been looking for excuses to not go there, rather than opportunities. But by a miracle today I found that there is a lunch mtg close to my office, and I just went. I was imagining it more like a group of losers or some sort of fanatics, or worrying about meeting somebody I knew.. But no, when I got there, I just felt home. I could relate so much to everybody stories and shares. I saw a lot of strong people, confident, happy, attractive. I know now this program works, I just want to get to that level of serenity myself too! Thank you all who suggested F2F meetings. Miracle or not but when I got to the meeting I had a question, and I feel it was answered to me thru other people stories.