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Well from the last I knew my son was in jail and got released. He never called me so I really don't know how to take that.. but as spiritual as I am I pray to my HP to shield me with his armor and send his angels to protect my son. Lots of meetings and great face to face support helps me understand what I need to continue to do for me to stay sane and healthy and happy on my terms. I surrender my son to god and will always pray. It is ok for us to be happy. many prayers to us all. but on a good note another fun field weekend for us and truly looking forward to it. Have a blessed night.
You are coming to terms with something you can't change. I'm happy for you in the sense your not going to let the pain take you into the darkness. You are working everyday to keep yourself from the worry and fear that can so easily take you to a bad place. I know I can get there in a instant if I let it.
Prayers for your son that he will find his way back to recovery and HP will continue to take care of him.
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Lord, put your arm around my shoulder and your hand over my mouth
Speak only when you feel that your words are better than your silence.
I remember how worrisome it was to not hear but I was also filled with fear each time the phone rang that it would be bad news. You're so fortunate that your faith and trust in your higher power runs so deep and offers you some comfort. I hope you hear from your son soon and I hope you make the most of the weekend plans you've been looking forward to. Thanks for sharing. Keeping good thought for you and your son. (((hugs))) TT
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Surround yourself with people and elements that support your destiny, not just your history.
Gaby, there is serenity coming through your posts...you are working your recovery program as you are doing your best to bless and release your son. Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful and thank you for the blessing.
