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Stayed busy allday best I could,I may have had a coda slip I dunno but I couldn't stand it anymore and I texted my a bf I asked him if he was ok he texted back and said yes he was good that he was out of town I guessed he was delivering cars,I dunno then he texted me agin and said thanks for asking.i texted back and said yep,and left it at that,I did no more texting.i hope I'm ok with that.my friend seems to think that in time he will be at my door asking for forgiveness and handing me money and needing to take a shower and then wanting to sleep on my couch .i just hope not because I am weak to him.not right now but as time moves on I do get to missing him badly as strange as that seems I can't help it we had a good bond going and after 7yrs I was considering marrying him cause he was doing soo good for the last2years but just as I started to let my guards down ,boom he messes up big time .any way ,I just wanted to share with you all how my day went today.and I'm gonna try and post here everyday.thanx again .........lookingup;)