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I made a meeting finally here in mip last nite,it was good and I felt much better just helped me come to reality that I'm not alone with this desease.still feeling lonesome for I'm use to haveing someone here everynite but I have this boared and you all great folks,and my freinds,no family so my friends are my family so are you all here alononers,I texted my a bf to just say his stuff will be here bagged up and sitting under my back deck.i got no reply which is strange but I guess not combing from a addict.its like he is playing completely dead to me and I believe he wants me to think that.this is soo painful for me but it like I have no choice but to cross that bridge now ,I just hope I can hold my head up it feels like it weighs  a ton right now,3days now he has been gone,I've got to pick myself back up and try and pull the pieces back together here,I'm lacking big time don't want to bath or do nothing just sleep a lot and come here and talk to my friends about it.i know I'm becoming a worry wart and that I don't want to be to nobody is bothersome I'm scared,scared ppl are gonna start backing off from me cause I'm looking pityful.scared that I can't go it all alone.i need all the help I can get right now as I swim through all this mess.it may take me a few weeks or so or even a month,I'm not putting noo time limit on my greiveing.im just gonna do what I can for today weather it be sleep or get in my car and go go go,I've got to muddle through this .i can I can I can.    Hugs lookingupward

 

 



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((lookingup))) Yes you can !!! With HP's help you will have the courage, serenity and wisdom to survive and thrive this difficult time.
Please keep sharing.

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That's right, one day at a time, with expectation that you will get better, but no expectation of exactly when. One day after I did that I woke up and realized my life had become so much better. I'm sure you will too, keep coming back!

Kenny

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When you asked him to leave, you were better! And there's more of that getting better in store for you. Keep coming back and believing in you.

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