I'm so angry out of my mind, my husband has been sober for two months. But he seems to think that just because he is sober he can be very irresponsible when it comes to do what is priority in the house like make sure we have money to pay bills, pay for gas, eat etc. So, he begged me to go with him to local casino near our home and I gave him fourty dollars. Maybe an house later he calles me and tells me he won 8 thousand dollars playing cards. I was happy and he told me he was coming home. So, I waited and waited and then I get a called " I got pulled over by the cops" I asked him "why"? He did not answer me and called me back. Fifteen minutes later he calls again and tells me he was on his way back home walking because his friend got arrested for having weed and no driver license driving my car! I asked him why was his friend driving my car, he stated to me because he had a few drinks to celebrate. I was pissed when he told me that, so then another twenty minutes pass and he got home, and I told him where is the money you won after paying taxes, he answer" I felt it was my fault and gave him the 3500 dollars to use as bail money! OMG! I was so full of rage!

I was not yelling but lectureing him as if he was my child and all he can say I dont want to talk about, and again this morning I ask him how much do you have left, he said few bucks. He kept saying " i dont want to talk about it" Im at my ends wit with him acting like a young teenager and Im the mother! My husband does not understand that Im not working because I got laid off and Im fighting to get my unemployment, I had money tash away incase of a emergency and paid off my menards card of 5 thousands dollar. What does he do max out the car in few weeks buying his friends stuff to do there bathroom and one guy said he was not going to pay the 800 he owes him and the other guy gives him 20 here and ten there, but I dont even see that money! Im so at my wits end with him! So, he called to make appt for a therapy appt, but it wont be until july, but IM so tired to do my part of talking to him calm, in clear voice not yelling and all he can do is trantrum like if he is my kid! Im tired, I like it when he is not here at all because I dont have hear him or see him and I do well and dont have to yell at no one but my dogs. But he is 42 years old ex military for 25 years and what, no responsiblilty is trained to these soilders ????? Im so tired of fighting , argueing over money, thats all we , he throws it at my face that im all about money!

I told him if I was about money I wouldnt be here I will be alone away from you doing for me and making my own money for me and not you! Now, I have to remind you that he came from money, his mom was a doctor an dad a engineer and they gave him everything and anything. Now, due to the economy he lost his bussiness and he cannot set life as a normal humble person to work hard for what he got, he always stated he has to help other, like this situation last night, i thought it was my fault and I open my mouth and gave it to me and he will pay me back.... hahahahah if the one guy who owes him 800 dollars has not pay him, how do you think this guy who has no job it going to pay you that money.

Im sorry every one but Im so needing to vent!