The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
So, another day is upon me. I am still in the waiting position. Nothing happens really on MY schedule. I am not complaining just stating a fact. I have had worse days for sure. Today is an example of going w/ the flow. I am doing what is in front of me. I am accepting the things I cannot change. I am hoping for the best. I am praying...I am more relaxed than I have been in a few days. I have so much faith. I have acquired this lately because w/o it I am at a total loss. It is almost soothing to sit here & type this.
I am going to call the DR today. I have to see where she is coming from. Our group needs a good speaker & I feel I can be just that. With all the experience under my belt, I see a chance to make a difference. Even if it isn't until the summer, I am going to give it a shot!
OK so I am still feeling relaxed & somewhat serene.
I'm happy you feel better today. Like you I enjoy posting here and just telling others what on my mind no matter what it is. It's good for others to read stories that can help them.
I could never be a speaker..I don't know....but if you can do it....BOY go for it. Everyone of us can make a difference in other lives with good ESH so yes give it a shot my friend.
Take care and keep on keeping on.
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Lord, put your arm around my shoulder and your hand over my mouth
Speak only when you feel that your words are better than your silence.
