Co dependent . Been a bad week I told myself I would not enter the ring of fire with my A . I agreed to that when I changed my name to wisdom . I'm going to be very careful what I say on here . My honesty has got me in worst problem then I have before . That's all I'm going to say . I know I'm keeping to my side and working my side getting myself better and I know I'm getting better I'm feeling healthy again I know it takes along time to heal from the alcoholic recovery and the turmoil it has caused . Plus old behavior in action again made me very bitter and fed up . All I want is to move on I know I can not handle any more of the slips that he has. Granted it's to be exspected I do know . But me myself want to move on with my life . If that makes me selfish then I am . I'm working a selfish program I'm working on me my focus is on me . I not only want to heal me but better me so I can help better other ppl . And help my children see that there is hope for them to , to recovery from this . I see alaon not just a tool for alcoholism but a tool and sourse for every day living . I wish I new about this fellowship back when I was growing up in a controlled home .i tell ppl I know about this 12 step program I see it as a way of life I think it can benefit everyone .