There has been a LOT going on all positive a little frustrating .. it's just going to be what it's going to be at this point.  Got a ton of snow dumped our direction.  LOL .. that was fun .. I'm pretty much over winter and the white stuff .. it can go away until next year sometime. 

I got the job!!  I'm sooo excited and we have had such a good time at work the last couple of weeks.  I'm so very blessed and I wish I could explain exactly how much so.  God is very good and God is everything.  I officially start as a permanent employee this next Monday.  The other neat thing is this job could parlay into something different as in full time and it would seriously be an amazing thing.  I am just keeping my fingers crossed and moving forward.  There is already a possibility of that happening sooner than later .. I just need to get my divorce finalized .. it is what it is big time.  Having this job is really an amazing thing .. bring my program forward and just moving forward .. opening my mind to possibilities and my intuitive side is just coming out 10 fold. 

The water situation is weird .. I don't know what to think about that issue .. the past few mornings (except today) I have had no water and come about 1pm .. I have water .. it's the craziest thing.  Now that there is snow I don't know if it's keeping things warmer in the yard or what .. I have water.  I do have water and I am prepared in terms of no water.  It just makes things hard. 

The stbax out of the blue (after a large snow storm .. we have had 3 this year alone) for whatever reason has contacted my daughter that was disturbing.  I know he's the kids dad and living as if he doesn't exist for them isn't normal however I'm trying to reconcile the contact .. we always seem to get in a groove and then it blows up.  I had mentioned to the kids about maybe working on doing a lunch date with their dad, obviously they need to reach out to him .. I can't .. I'm ok with that big time.  They don't want to spend the night .. I'm leaving that between them and their dad.  More them than their dad .. I don't know how he's going to react to that with them .. they don't trust him and they have every reason NOT to trust him.  This was an information gathering call there is no question about that .. it's just sad what he does instead of just asking and being honest about what it is he wants.  I think my daughter would just feel better if he just came out and asked instead of the hinting he does. 

Anyway, I have been blessed many times over and I really don't know what to say about it .. I know the God of my understanding has got me .. it's crazy how it all works .. I know I have to keep doing my part of the deal.  While it's been a rough start to the year .. I'm not giving up and I'm going to keep moving forward.  Now I can at least start to get myself moving in the right direction. 

I'm really trying to do this on my own with the guidance of the God of my understanding .. I'm just really trying to take a breath and say ok .. what is the next right thing to do.  I don't think I saw myself here 2 years later .. things are truly different and I am definitely different and just for that I'm grateful! 

Hugs, S :)