I used to believe that I needed to be prepared for the worst always. I am learning a new way to prepare myself to be healthy and strong to deal with life's ups and downs instead. Gaining the confidence to maintain sanity through difficult times, and learning to enjoy the smallest of blessings every day. This last storm has taken a peaceful break. I could feel the peacefulness that surrounded me and my kids. My commute home last night I repeatedly listened to Temporary home by Carrie Underwood and cried my eyes out. We will not likely be able to stay where we are and I cried because I hurt for what has passed but I know no matter where we are or where we go, my home is wherever my God and my children are. Acceptance is a powerful tool. I am grateful to have clean water to drink, food to eat and a warm house to sleep in. Family and friends surround us, I have come out of a shell. Squinting my eyes to the light that is out there when we choose to see it. It has taken some time to adjust, I am indeed still a work in progress.  I am gratefully humbled by this experience. There were moments where I couldn't understand how or why some ended up in such horrific situations. I get it. Message received loud and clear. It is also not my job to fix anyone else's  problems just my own. I hope that I am able to pass on the message of hope to those who are ready to receive. I also pray for continued growth and learning. I pray for A to have a safe journey. I also pray for the strength and courage to withstand the storms ahead. May I remember the calm before the storm, may I remember that this too shall pass in the worst of times. May I remember to cherish the best of times, and share my Experiences, Strengths and Hope to others along the way. We are not alone.