The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Was a time a lot of weird stuff used to come out of my mouth- nasty, cynical... time, and sharing took care of that... so good to know my expressions reflect my thoughts today...
...this year I want to be more focussed on small practical things. I want to take up bee-keeping again...as well...
Have a nice New Year, Mel... you deserve every day of it to be a nice day!
I really want to start this new year fresh and now I just feel like the best thing for me and my daughter is for AH to move out. I don't want to see her anymore. It's like looking at her reminds me of how much I love her and how bad I want to try harder to help her out of this mess she made of our lives. Tonight was NYE and I got a hug and felt good about it like I still need something anything from her to validate me. I hate that I hate it more than anything. I want to be free of her and that is impossible so tonight I hope I can sleep more than four hours and tomorrow I hope I have let HP in and kicked my wife out from that special place she lived in for the last decade of my life.
Instead of New Years Resolutions we should be doing our Human Revolution. That's why were here in this program, we work it every day, one day at a time.
Resolutions have a very limited shelf life. Are we not the fortunate ones to have Alanon each and every day.