The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Sometime soon I will have bin in Alanon for half of my life... 31 years... a long time. I slept through 6 or 8 of those years... I was out of my wits for most of those years... but I kept coming back... and our higher power kept pouring love all over me...
all I had to do was to sit down, open my mouth and suck it in...
...ah caint find words to express my gratitude, and relief as having arrived at this point. I have a good life- a great life... around me my family seems to be happy and harmonious. Last weekend there was a major crisis, but it blew over quickly...
...it seems like a long time- 31 years... but it was over in a whisper- along with the pain the grief and the anger!
Thank you f or your very honest and loving share. I too am along time member of alanon and as so grateful fo the program and for each member. I believe the most important lesson that I leaned in alanon was that life is never free of conflict. All I need to do is to learn how to respond in a constructive manner
It is certainly grand to be sharing the journey with you David.
Congratulations and Thank You for being who you are and sharing yourself so fully with the rest of us. Your peace of heart and clarity of thought comes through with every post. Some day I hope to be as serene and wise as you!!!
David ...You've reach that point my sponsor use to talk about..."The half life" of our disease...the point where recovery time is the same as before we got in. I've got 3 more years HP willing and then those three years will be serene and happy. I relate to the whisper also...it came after the screams. Enjoy my friend...Ho`omaika`i ((((hugs))))