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Even w/ what I call the crazies, I am still here! My mom & I have barely talked since she got home Tuesday. She is in jeopardy of losing her license & is running around all over town on foot mostly. She is 70 & is acting like she has it all together. I mean 70 year old women do have it together but i am not sure about my mom. Oh well...I am not my mother's keeper--at least not right now.
As far as I go, I still feel a bit crazy as I am typing this. I am so tired of being in pain & just plain tired in general. It is not that I don't get enough sleep, I do. If I can keep the focus on myself & not on others, I will be fine I think. It is up to me to do the footwork & stay w/ the Program. I didn't go to the meeting yesterday but I think, I should have. I just had massage therapy & felt like I didn't want to strain my leg sitting on those awful chairs. I did however, talk to my trusted friend during the day. Tomorrow looks OK. I am getting more massage therapy. I just have to get through today I guess. But, I am looking forward to tomorrow. My body can only take so much today. I am just grateful for some recovery.
Not much more to say. I am getting tired already. My leg is actually bothering me.