The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
For some reason I had this surge of personal growth last week. I feel like I "let go" and it's scary and exciting all at the same time.
I am not worrying anymore about the exAH. If court stuff happens...it happens and I will handle it. I am not worrying about the house and bills anymore. I've spent the last 18 months managing it all just fine by myself. I am not worrying about what people think about me anymore. I am a competent, adult woman and trust myself to make good decisions. I am not worried about raising my daughter by myself. Whatever comes our way - we will handle. She's got a good head on her shoulders and I will just keep parenting her the best way I can. The professionals say I do a great job and they are right! It shows.
It's my time. To be free of chaos and trauma and to live a healthy life. I'm doing it! I got the lesson...I heard it. I'm diving in! Just wanted to share something positive for a change!