The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Time is running out today. I am so frustrated because my mom is home & she is still not herself yet! I don't know is she ever will be. She has been in two hospitals for over 2 mos. I am expecting & I probably shouldn't her to recover from this hopeless mind & body situation! I guess I am a pessimist right now but I don't see her recovering. The program might be able to help her but she still needs professional help & will always.
So, I will hang in there as my trusted friend suggested. I am hoping to get through today even if I don't see her today later. My husband is in the woods looking for firewood. I am trying to find things to do to alleviate this feeling of helplessness. I don't want to be alone today. I will find a way to get through this. My heart feels like it is broken in a way. Does that make sense?